2009-The End

终于我还是回来了.回来我的家渡过2009的最后一天.好象没有很深的意义,没有很大的情绪波动.我一个人在家里渡过这样的一天.

他的外婆离开了.看见不断压抑自己情绪的他,我心痛了起来.那一刻,可以感觉到生命的脆弱,人生的短暂.亲爱的,你会很坚强的,对吗?

我回来探望了我的外婆.她很老了,没有办法再像以前那样走动了.我的眼泪在眼眶里打转,不准它落下,跟外婆说"你要赶快好起来,我再带你去喝kopi吃roti,ok?"她说,好.很开心这个老糊涂的外婆终于记得起我叫什么名字了.

"芷玟打电话给我讲要来看我,我没有想到你真的回来看我了.我很想念你们这些孙.阿嬷真的很想念你们."阿嬷,你难道不知道这些肉麻的话很感人的吗,我还是强忍着泪水对她说笑.她没有像以往一样说他的当年史,这次重复的最多的一句话是:阿嬷很想念你们.说着说着,她又睡着了.探病时间过了,我们也离开了.

去年今天,我和朋友们在学校参加营火会,去海边喝香槟.虽然和此时此刻形成很大的对比,但我很庆幸,我还是我,还能坐在这里和大家分享我的故事.

我想,我们都应该及时珍惜身边的人,朋友,亲人,所有所爱的人. 有的人,就是会随着时间的变化而逐渐离我们远去, 有的感情,会随着时间的流失而逐渐转淡.2009年的最后一天,我依然很爱你们.以后也会一样.这些满满的爱,堆在心里没有人知道,只有你听到了,看到了,才会感受的到. (有想吐的人请站到一边,今天老娘很有想法和感觉,哈哈!)

翻阅像簿中,我发现了2009年拍得最幸福的一张相片.
They are my mummy and dad!!This is what we called Happiness isn't? ^^

@ New York

要走去纽约的路很长,很艰辛.但是我想我可以做到.

Happy New Year 2010!!

家后

我衷心地觉得江蕙的这首“家后”，是首非常动人心弦的歌曲。
最近我们的外婆都进了医院。

今天我冒雨替公司买布时，和老板聊了起来，他突然说道：人的生命是很脆弱的，对吗？突然间我觉得人生很短，每个人只有一辈子的时间，那是件多么短暂的事。在你一生中，说给你活个八十岁吧，年幼无知的童年就占了十年，长大了谈谈pubbylove 又过了个十年。二十出头是该拼命赚钱的时候吧？三十岁想安定下来了。四五十岁能够跟老友们畅谈自己的成功史。六七十岁和老伴一起打太极拳，好命的抱抱孙子。再好命的可以活到一百岁看见自己的曾曾孙子吧。然后跟这个世界说拜拜。

再坏的人都需要一个家，一个完整的家。
以前我只要看到在拾铁罐子或纸皮箱的老人都会热泪盈眶。然后问自己很多个为什么。这些人的家人到底在哪里？甚至问自己，离乡背井来这个不属于我的城市工作的意义又是什么？两个加起来超过一百岁的爸妈把自己的孩子养得那么大，然后看着他们离开自己，孤独的对着家里的几面墙过生活。以后我当了人家的妈妈，应该会很霸道，不准孩子那么早就离开自己吧？！哈哈。所以我几时都觉得父母总是最伟大的。

父母的白发可以看见了，外婆更老了。我的心总是酸酸的。今年的圣诞，我并没有在疯狂人群中度过，甚至有点讨厌多人的地方。在繁忙的都市里工作，我一点都不enjoy什么佳节一大堆人一起庆祝的活动，是我老了吗？说我想安定下来了吗？又好像还不是时候。只是有点讨厌大家为何不在家里看电视跑出来阻缓我走路的速度干吗...每一年的今天，我总是有不一样的感受。我依然珍惜，这一些还在我身旁的人。

家，我要回来了。我得去看看外婆，不知道她还记得我的名字吗？
等她好起来我要再和外婆去喝咖啡吃面包！
大家，健康就好，平安就好，开心就好。
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

Santa Claus is coM'in tO town

Hello!! I'm back to clear the dust in my blog! ^.<
Yup, Santa Claus is comin to town,but then we can always see, a lot of people like to take picture with a tree at the street... X'mas tree.Haha! Well, I admit that I did, and when I go through my photo album, I realize that all the x'mas tree have the same look and I cant remember which year is it..haha!

There's YES(Year end sales) all oever the island!
I found this (brand tag) when I was trying my dress at home.So they think they are very funny izzit?hahaha!! It's damn cool.

Suntec City@ City Hall station

We went to the centre of the fountain. People believe that your wish will come true after you walk 3 times circles at the fountain. 因为它的名字叫做“财富之泉”，我想我也只能许跟钱有关的愿望。可是...我买了多多，又米有开...骗人的.Chey~!haha..但是，泉水是蛮凉快的，不防试试try一下自己的luck.hehe!

Chiew ling, Yin Chew and me @ Orchard.

Haha!!Who were there last X'mas?!and the future X'mas? ^.<

最近在工作上不是很顺利，但是我相信这一切总是人生必经的考验。我想我还真的需要那本“工作场上的攻防策略”。所以出来工作呀，心里建设是非常重要的。有时我还真的不介意被人冤枉，因为“小不忍则乱大谋”，从一次次的错误中学习，面对挑战，我会越战越勇的！（讲到很厉害降）

那天去看了“风云”。你问我在这部电影里看到了什么，我只能说，很多风（每个镜头只要有人就一定有很大风不停的吹着他们的头发好像很帅降）。 然后结尾小郭死了都没有来个大特写，好像很美价值降...哈哈！好啦，我不是白痴，我相信十年后会有第三部的出现。 。 。《老风云》

Once bitten,Twice shy

不经一事，不长一智。这句话说得一点都没有错。
不管你对还是错，只要你承认自己有错，对方的心情就会很奇怪的平复了一半。
这就是人生，一个有工作的人生。

我不是一个会拍马屁的人。长辈常常教我说话要甜一点。我说：如果你面对着一个大顾客，但是他的孩子超级肮脏超不可爱，你也要说他很可爱？！
“是的，这就是你出来社会工作要学的东西之一。”
但是我还是有自己的原则。不可爱的东西我不再说他丑，沉默是金。
我绝对不会像有的人，为了达到业绩而睁大眼睛对一个世纪大肥婆说“你的身材好好噢！我要都没有啊！”

原来问心无愧这句话说得一点都没有错。因为我没有错，所以你在怎么骂我，我都无动于衷。本来应该是会哭的稀里哗啦的，但是好像又不干我事，为何要怕你？但是当然，有错就要认，然后再从中学习咯。于是我觉得，做工就像上战场一样，重要的是手上一定要有一本战国策，就可以万事俱备，准备迎战！

我的好朋友受伤了。我很努力的为她的伤口涂药愈合，因为我仿佛看见了以前的自己。因为经历过，更能懂得她的心情。没有失去又怎么会拥有。有时候，会不会放手其实才是真正的拥有。人生不如意的事情十之八九，有什么好感叹的呢？笑一个吧，我们人总是为自己而活着的，Cheer up ok?

加油！！

Random

I am surprised that I dont even have a picture took together with my hubby on the day 12/11. But we do, we had a great time that day.
The following week, we had our dinner at cinileisure then went for pooling. He was surprised that I can play like,haha!not bad la... Phe Phew~! ^.< At least manage to put the balls in the hole la...Wahaha!I remember that last time, we dont even have a topic to chat in the train on the way to home (an hour). But then now, we can chat until late night. So many years later we still can have our "热恋期", not bad hor? haha!And I do appreciate when there's someone waiting for me to knock off from my work. Thank you my dear.

When I have very big pressure in work.


A very simple and great breakfast for me from the special one.


We meet up for dinner and drinks until 1130pm!
Ribena and me~
(My last picture with long hair,Please appreciate)


My favourite Pau in Singapore.
"Black Sesame Pau from Ding Tai Feng"
Please give it a try and you'll love it like hell!

Finished--

Mummy's Birthday09

Say Cheeze!!!!!!!!!!

Celebration of my Mum's birthday @ Inbox Cafe!

Luckily I can leave Singapore.(Although just few hours)Hahaz..Mama just dont wan to admit that she is now starts with 5!hehe..If I were her, I think the best moment is to share your happiness with your family, your loved. And I think that's something which makes she here.

Wahaha!both of them add together already 100 ever liao...

Best Kiss in the town!!YooHoo!!

Short hair look. Tell me beli nice please!!wahaha!

Zwen And Mama In the Mirror!(I have the red shoes on my t-shirt!haha!)

Mama will kill me when she see this..

(FOr Singaporean fren please accept my lian bang qiang.Or maybe you're used to it already..wahaha!!)

Happy Birthday To LeeBYong!!I love YOU!!

2012-The end of the world

Attention Please!!
21-12-2012 : The end of the world

Please get urself and people all around you to the cinema with a movie ticket called "2012"!!!
What a perfect movie for my life in 2009!!!(I think it might be more exiting watching a Digital version)
Those who not satisfied or agree with what am I saying (how good is the movie), I am willing to pay for the tickets!!!

The movie was basically talk about the end of the world. We don't know, if that's really happen to us, what will we do?The old man called his son who he had been never seen for ages, but too late and they were both dead in two different situation before they could hear each other voices. The bustard daddy safed his son with his life. Only rich people could survive in the end of the world.

I dont know how to describe the movie, it is perfect for me.
We all have the same feeling after the movie. I want to love everyone beside me as I could still breathing. If what they said (the end of the world is in 2012 which is just 3 years later) is real, I probably will just spend all my money on the things that I like, food,donation, present for the one I love and everything!I dont need to keep so much money already what. haha!
But seriously, take life easily, enjoy it, beat it!
No more stress, use your finger and make a "V" and say "Peace" with me! ^.<

And I do love myself more than everything now. If you really dont know how to appreciate me, fine. 不懂得珍惜我的人，永远是你的损失！因为，我是最好的，你知道吗？哈哈！
But I still need to say, Happy anniversary for my sweet heart. I dont want to know how long would this be, I am just trying to make a better life. A life with you, my family and friends.
It's sounds funny that I dont even know this "anniversary" meant how many years. But just whatever la. haha! Oh yeah, gonna recommand YOU to a new place - Orchard Central@Somerset!
Well, it is a new shopping mall which they're still under construction, but some of the shops are opening. We had our lovely dinner at the restaurant called “阿一天下”which is under“阿一鲍鱼集团”.They are currently having promotion.
xxx炖汤+鱼扒/鸡扒/猪扒饭（can choose flavour somemore）+ 水果+xx炖燕窝
@ $ 22.90
It was a nice place,good service and great meal!

Back to the topic...
Maybe we should all hug the one we loved(just dont care if he or she loves you too) when the earth quarke hor?hahaz... Appreciate everything before you lost it, life is short, make a call and tell him/her: I love you, I really really love you...

Xinyi surprised me with her appearance in my working place! And gimme a god present which safed my life- 2 plasters. I was wearing a high heels for the day and it was just killing me. Thanks god you were there for me! THank you beli muchi!!Muakz~!! ^.< Do visit me more and more!!! Amanda totally disappeared from my life. Please drop me a message when you are still around the world Amanda Yap.

Hmm, I gonna list down something that I wanna get it done before 2012.
Weekend-waiting for saturday 6pm.
Good nite world!! muakz~!

Luxuries

对着电脑荧幕，我的鼻水automatic的流下。忽冷忽热的天气终于在我的身上显露出它的目的，我快病了。

今天生意还OK，耶！有扩迷肾抽了！haha~!

我居然变成了一个跟陌生人讲话都可以笑到很大声的人。
当然，也有因为我的年轻而不相信我的设计的人。
有些人就是很奇怪，他说他没有idea要做怎么样的衣服，然后你就拼命的没有灵感也挤出灵感的帮她想设计，画了她又不满意，然后拿着一张照片说“我要这件！”这个世界，一种米养百种人。我忍了下来，强颜欢笑的对着customer,什么都讲“yes!".

想为大家推荐一个快餐-Burger King!!
你一定觉得说，这有什么好特别的，谁没吃过呀？哈哈，不要低估我的智商，不好的东西，我会挂在嘴边吗？！
ION Orchard是我每天要经过的地方，好爱去它那里的BurgerKing，它的招牌是黑金色的，制服和普通的BK 是不一样的，最让我欣赏的是他们的服务态度，一级棒！

那天和hubby去了一些比较高档的店shopping.
想说穿的美美的，应该要配上高跟鞋才看起来比较L Series。haha!
但是，逛了第一间店后，我立刻马上用伟大的拖鞋换掉高跟鞋。因为真的是TMD的痛！！
然后在完全不顾人家眼光的情况下，穿拖鞋去BurberryX，LvX，ChanelX...等等。
其实有时候我真的觉得这些很物质的东西，被人类糟蹋到很不值钱。
走在路上，十个有九个女人（包括男人）用的就是Lv，Gucci，也不懂是真是假。
这些所谓的高档物品，大家都可以拥有，到处都是，当下已经不能表示你是不是一个很有生活品味，家境很富有的人了。不要告诉我，你花钱去买一个几千块的包包，只是为了满足自己。那太虚伪了。

如果你用的是真的，被人一问“真的还假的？”你又不爽。毕竟真假难辨。
如果你用的是假的，不如就别用了，没那么大个头戴那么大顶帽，不觉得丢脸吗？

知足最快乐，如果我的生活允许，有能力的话，钱捐给需要帮助的人还有剩的话，我还是想要拥有一个好的包包。（天哪，这话是我说的吗？！哈哈！）没有为什么，只因为我连一个Palia的包包都可以用上几年，到不如好好疼疼自己，反正好跟烂都会用很久，不如用好的，你说对吗？
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我想我得了轻微的精神分裂症，写得东西都有冲突，连我都无法解释。

期待爸妈的到来。倒数十四天。

短发

You must begin to think of yourself as becoming the person you want to be.
我想当一个独立自信，很有自己想法，令人敬佩的女性。

I cut my hair to shoulder length today.
Sometimes we just dont need to think so much, once decide, just do it.
短发真好，晚上迟回家洗了头也不用那么久的时间等它干。
这么多年了都保持一样的发型，闷了卷了。
把一切闷在心里的负担仿佛随着头发的减短而逐渐消失了，不去执著那么多，不去坚持自己的长发，原来我短发也不错看（没有人跟我讲的，完全就是自我感觉良好，哈哈！）。哎哟，人生就是要多变才精彩呀！哈哈！

最近都只能和在马来西亚的家人靠电话联系，好像好久没有和爸妈见面了。
那天终于“出粮”了！拿到钱明明很爽，却死忍着不表现出来，仿佛我不K那点小钱。哈哈！但是很快的，还下房租，这个那个，算到来我一天只能花个$5。今天和大嫂一起请大家吃饭，庆祝我们俩找到新工作。哈哈！螃蟹之家的螃蟹，赞啦！！！！

昨天和Rebina（Regina）来了一个旧同学约会。吃了burger king就去喝Starbucks,好像很厉害降。其实穷到...哈哈！我们感叹，读这行原来真的好难找到工作。大家在家都不知道在家烂了多久，好不容易都找到了比较稳定的工作。这是我第一次出来面对社会，很多需要请教人家的地方，有时我告诉家人我今天对老板说了什么，他们给我的一致反应就是“你迟早给人家炒。”好吧，我用力的反省和思考一下呗.

我的同事在对面的店面，都是负责车衣服的安地。过去和她们哈拉两句成了我消磨时间最佳的良药。那天我不小心讲了一个冷到不行的笑话，居然不小心点到了他们的笑穴，然后时间就在一阵阵的笑声中过去了。于是，他们一致认为，我是一个超容易跟人家分享我的世界的人。

休息充电了一天。带着一点压力的睡去，最近梦好多，而且起来的那一刹那时非常印象深刻的。希望这样的日子可以赶快过去。我要睡觉了！！！！

My Pretty Sunday

原来，周末对于一个工作者，是那么的重要。
习惯性的八点起床。小尿，继续睡！下过雨的星期天，显得特别的舒服。
感谢生命，让我找到一份不错的工作，虽然对于未来还很模糊，但是人生本来就无常，随遇而安。更何况，比起我的家人，我的工作分量真的不算什么。因为开始了人生的第一份工作，深深体会到当服务业者的辛酸，所以对这类型的工作者，我多了一份敬佩，多了一句谢谢，感恩。

前几天，有对外国夫妇到我们店里来定做一件裙子。他们一进门便很开心的告诉我，这位丈夫五年前到新加波公干时到店里买了一件裙子回国送给这位太太，太太很喜欢，于是五年后他们又回来这里想说再定做一件裙子，因为这个地方做出来的东西给他们带来甜蜜的回忆。他们的脸上总是带着幸福的笑容跟我诉说他们的回忆。我为他们绘画了一张他们对裙子设计的要求图，他们看起来很满意很开心。到了试穿裙子的那天，糊涂的太太把ez-link card弄丢了，结果回到店里再找一遍。第三次和他们见面的时候，在妻子进去试穿制成品之前，丈夫对着他说：“Honey, let me keep your card for you." "Ya, sure!"
Before they leave, the husband said : " Dear, where's your card?"
"It's with you~"
"Ok, and your sun glasses?"
"It's on my head dear! haha"
They are 50+. But they can still maintain their relationship very well.
好sweet的老公，好幸福的老婆。我要嫁这样的人。哈哈！

十一月了，今年的十一月，去年的十一月，2003年的十一月，很不一样。
有的人要走怎么也留不住，有的人会留在你的身边，那种关系怎么也撇不清。哈哈！
总是觉得老天对我真的不错，给我这么美满的生活，身边这么多可爱的人们，还有很多爱我的人。感谢这个人，在我的世界中，重新燃起了他的生命。我做人不知什么时候开始，不太喜欢去预测编排自己的以后，如果你问我这段路会走多久，我不懂也不想去懂。人生有太多的变化，有很多的“一定”，往往变成“不一定”。

谢谢今天你对我提出的问题，我得思考接下来的工作方向。
当然，我刚步入人生的另一个阶段，还有很多的未知数，很多的进步空间。
我会一步一步走下去，直到我无法走动为止。

My first job

The two girls were just hanging around Orchard before they found their full-time job in Singapore. zWen and Shahira!!
( Take note, how was it? My hair colour ah.haha!)
I damn like it, but it stays only 2 weeks. T.T

New opening- ION@ Orchard
See, I am going to get a bag from there !! wahaha!
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And I found my first job-Assistant Fashion Designer.
I dono if it's my problem, but there's a lot of small problem since the day I start my work. Until now, I would say, I am not still very happy with my job. But anyway, this is just the begining. 所谓：万事起头难，this is my very first job in my life, I will try to do my best, and I need to let myself know, MY EQ IS VERY VERY HIGH!!

I learn this from a good book named - by Ron Kaufman .
It's not what happens that really matters.It's how you use whatever happens to learn, improve and grow
I am now learning, and growing.
I am working at Orchard area, friend, please do visit me when you're nearby!!
( Guess what, because my working hours very long.. you can always found me there..T.T)
I think I am not a very socialble person, handling foreigner (Americans all that) in designing and sales had make me became a better and brave person.

DoNT always forget to respect me, I know I may be not that perfect than the person that you met, fresh graduate doesnt mean anything. At least I have my skill and my thought, YOU cant control me. I will love and respect me first and everything else will fall into line. YOU WAIT!!
Forgot to tell you, dont be a person who dont have 信用。Dont always change your plan when you're already confirm and promise people.
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Well, I am still enjoying my life with my dearest one.
Our day in Sentosa ( 17-18/10/2009)
But the beach.. became so dirty.. I am not brave enough to get into the sea...
My 3rd time in Sentosa. Hehe!
ChiewLing's hubby has made himself here for her!


I told you I am a very good photographer. HAha!!


Love you my dear! hahaz! Picture with no Merlion's head. Are we in Singapore?


Super tourist. (I am not anymore ok..)
Again, this is Esplanade-Not Durian KE.


We get a good photographer to take this for us! Gorgeos isn't?!

I cant wait to get my first salary (hopefully I can get soon as PROMISED)

I am going to spend all my money in buying present for those who havent receive my present this year, full my stomache (someone please tell me how to spell this, i forever dono) with delicous food and drinks.. OH MY GOD!!

ANd my loan from my brothers.. haha!! Bluek! ^.<

I went for movie with hubby yesterday.

We "Ge Kiang" (假厉害) go and watch . Thought that was a ghost movie. Never mind, we order "set dinner" somemore. Chili dog + Seafood Rings + Popcorn + Drinks. Our food served with chili sauce. And the movie begins with an accident,full of blood, following with a lot of people killed by the masked guy in a very very evil way. I was holding my chili dog (again with a lot of blood..nono, sos on it) looking at some empty seat, trying not to hear the voice, I just wanna finish my food before I can have my eye on the screen!!!!!!!!

I think, people around us will think that we are crazy. Picnic izzit?

No horror movie for me, ANYMORE!!

From - going to band from coming into Singapore

Until - cant leave Singapore for 3 months for the approval of xxx

Should I be happy or...

Haiz.. Watever. Miss mama and baba and my frens in Msia.

Dears, take care always ya~!

Life is short,break the rules

我是一个神经很粗的人，所以你不用担心我不会break the rules这个道理。
这句话，留给凡事追求完美主义的人使用。

我好像很久没有说话了。
什么时候回到从前了？我问自己。
也许你说得对，我变了。至少，比起以前，我更喜欢现在的自己。
朋友，不要担心。我还是我，我觉得做人白痴一点没有什么不好啊！聪明的人快乐不起来，因为他要懂的东西太多了。你可以觉得我笨，我什么都不是，至少我已经学会欣赏自己。

以前有人反对我的时候，我总是觉得自己做错了什么。即使我是对的。
现在有人反对我，我会先检讨，但是绝对不需要判断自己就是错误的。

Life is short, break the rules, forgive sooner, kiss slowly, laugh without control and always keep smiling!你知道吗，我很想发自内心的笑。人生就是要痛快！为什么有的人就是要完美，要股仪态，要顾别人的想法，在别人面前给自己的爱人一个kiss或拥抱要觉得不好意思，no no,人生太拘谨了。朋友，看开点吧！你又不是有斗鸡眼...

Maybe life is not the party that we were expecting, but in the mean time, we're here and we can still dance.
最近我在试工，从原本的三天，加到五天，再变一个星期。
从“我还看不出你的protential因为时间太短。”到“我其实在等另外一个人的答复，如果他不要做我才考虑请你。”我只能说，还好我的EQ够高，人家已经很间接的告诉你，你是一颗棋子。只不过是下棋的人，在思考要走哪一步棋的时间比较久了一点。没错，我们的人生往往不能如我们所愿，但是，只要我还生存着，有实力的人，根本不用怕别人怎么否定你。你就是你，你一定懂得一些别人不懂得的才艺。但是如果你是一个有价值的人，我一定会尊重你！

好一个懂得自我安慰的人。我越来越喜欢我自己了。哈哈！

有人说，好朋友其实不容易maintain你们之间的relationship.但是我的朋友都是很有素质的朋友，我相信你们依然be with me。

某天，我看见一对七八十岁的老夫妇，他们紧握着彼此的手，另外一支手还拿着拐杖，踩着慢珊的步伐，老太太不小心松开了老公公的手，却又立刻看见那位老公公马上又轻盈的牵起他老婆的手，继续着他们的旅途。我最爱看老人家还能保持那种恩爱。这种爱，在健步如飞的年轻人身上是看不到的。那些爱到死去活来的年轻人，最好给我爱到老，爱到你看见对方的皱纹，假牙，秃头！

爸妈，祝你们旅途愉快！不久的以后，我一定也可以像你们一样去那么美的国家旅行，体验人生的！

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一个接近生锈了的blog，长满了野草。我终于回来喷喷杀虫剂，除除野草了！
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跟大家分享一些我最近的人生经历吧！
I dye my hair yesterday-burgundy. I like it so much!

What have you been doing for these few weeks?
I went back to JB to help my sis with her business, come back to sg looking for job(again?!),do housework,study. . .
AND GET SICK!!

I not sure if you heard about "pig head skin"猪头皮。
I kena 3 times in a month.
Why is it called 猪头皮, your cheek(near ear) will bengkak, you'll look like a pig with fat face.
And it is very very painful (I think especially for adults)
Chinese people believed that ask someone whom 生肖is tiger, write a “虎”on your face using blue powder+ vinegar, can be cured easily. I tried and it surprisingly cured at the next day!!
BUT!!... I very suey, non-stop.

I went for doctor yesterday and spent S$49.
到底我的人生是怎么了？不怪的病都不会发生在我身上。希望这个东西可以赶快远离我！

最近被interview到有点习惯了。
老天保佑，没有工作的日子一点都不好玩。上两个星期做了三天的工就炒老板的鱿鱼，我知道我很cartoon，但我还是有我自己的原则和理由的。至于是什么样的工作环境把我逼疯，我相信许多朋友都应该了解了，我就像录音机般看到有问题的人就按一下ｐｌａｙ，然后就重播解释着。

My camp friend-Elaine came to Inbox Cafe to look for me. Friend you're the best ya!Muakx!
看见好久不见的朋友，那是一件多美的事情。（最近词穷）

She's going to start her journey, she has someone with her, and she knows what she wants, she suppose to know, and she will fight for it.

The only difference between a good day and a bad day is your attitude.

生活中当然还是有好多的点点滴滴没有办法和大家一次分享。希望我的家人朋友们还是一样的幸福，快乐。正确的生活态度会让我看见自己的彩虹。

Welcome tO Inbox Cafe!!

Hey guys! Guess what? My sis's shop is now opening!!
Address : 81, Jalan Sutera Tanjung 8/3 Taman Sutera Utama 81300 Skudai Johor.
(Behind Da Zui Ba Karaoke)
Inbox Cafe!
There are something that you never try.
Check it out at our cafe!!
Dont forget to leave your message on the wall of the shop!
Free drinks for the smart people who can answer the IQ question! haha!

Shop Front

Smoking area and non smoking area are provided!

My favourite! - TomYam Prawn Spaghetti.

Our chef recommand food- Dare to try or not?

Most spicy food that you'll never try.

Western food- Chicken Chop

Food - Seafood beehoon(Super spicy), Inbox Buffalo Wings (Spicy-Level 1-3), Hot plate black Pepper Chicken Chop, Special Thai Sauce Chicken, Pudding Chicken Chop rice, Tomyam sausage spaghetti ... Etc.

Drinks - Grass Jelly Milk Tea, Ice lemon tea(Best lemon tea I never had before), Honey green tea, Iced Latte, Dinosour Milo, Salted Lemonade 7-up ... etc.

Inbox Cafe

Address : 81, Jalan Sutera Tanjung 8/3 Taman Sutera Utama 81300 Skudai Johor.

Email: inboxcafe09@gmail.com

Mobile: +6018 3758213

See you there!!

Interview

Hello, I am xxx, I have just graduated from ... ...
Interview until I can memorise my script. No nervous, no feeling.Whatever they say you just need to answer yes or no.hmm..maybe add in somemore flower words to promote yourself.

I went for an interview that day. Well, I dont know how to describe the lady but she is a devil. A 45 mins interview, making me stress, sweating in a air-coned room.
"What makes you choose this job? "
" xx..xx..xx and to gain more working experience."
" I employ you is because I want you to contribute with my company, is what can you give to my company but not what we can give you!"Well, looks like I said something wrong again.
And of course for the salary case, I don wan to mention about it at all, again!
Kns, wearing pretty and formal with the stupid heels and some make up. Great, at least I learn something new, and of course my EQ grow higher a bit. Why would I say so?..Hmm.. " For me, all these portfolio mean nothing!" You know what, smart person will just smile and say thank you. I was brave, getting unfriendly comment but still stand up, shake hands and end our conversation with " Thanks for you time."

Thanks for the sweet one who always accompany me for interview, carrying heavy portfolio.
Young Heart.

Babies! Me, I finally got a job! Start to work on next tuesday! Yo! aAH~ is a fashion designer job~! Yo rocks!! I heard people said that is not easy to get start in your work, especially the company that I am going for..wahaha! My dear sis get bully few years ago there too. Well, let's c how!!

Family were all here for ah yen. Going JB soon!

NeW tO Old

Long TImE nO SEE!!
zWen is back, well this is the fresh picture that I took today.
Location-ION Orchard. I know the chocalate snow ice looks like "sai" but it is just delicious!Not sweet at all- good for your health, haha~!


Roses @ 28-09-2009

I love Wendy's burger-shrimps one.. yoYO!!

Happy 60th Birthday DaDDY!!Yo~ I love you!!

(Yen Yen, this is the cocodie shirt that I bought.He said he looks like 30+ in this kind of tee.>.<"Money money home!)

And I went to a lounge with my cousins in Singapore.

Girls love free drinks. 谁说下辈子别再做女人？

Girls' PARTY!!

Wanna be a princess, a rock star, a succesful business woman, a famous designer, a lady with good fashion sense, a girl who has high EQ.

I am on diet.

There's a girl, graduated for 3 months, still looking for job and enjoying sending resume, when almost 90% of the company will not give her any response. From a fashion designer till a admin job.

亲爱的同学，不要再给我希望说我的人生很好命。我的掌很多座山，纯粹因为我的手很胖。我的鼻子和耳朵很圆纯粹是我本人就是肉肉的。虽然当了三个月的废人，还可以活着，已经幸福到爆炸。但是我知道自己时日不多。家人那边..我想我也只能用省略号来带过。

万众期待
Inbox Cafe留言室即将开张-20-09-2009。本人将会于当天中午到场剪彩，尽请争夺亲眼目睹本尊的机废。Ok啦主角不是我，我会路过帮两下忙。不要用-“我又不是住JB” 的借口来敷衍我。帮忙打两下广告，讲那个食指纹的姐姐在JB开了主题餐厅降，积多一点福，善哉善哉！

亲爱的，三思而后行。

优柔果断，伤痕累累。

August Bday Star

The best people in my life hurt me.
The feeling of sad appear again. Dark night, with a little bit of raindrops, the wind blows, I was feeling cold. Standing at the place that used to have a lot of drama. Alone. The moon disappeared, the cloud blocked it. It's not that scary to be alone, I do enjoy it sometimes.

My place has lot of beach. I joke with my friends saying that - In singapore, I need a beach to hear me, to relief stress, I need to take mrt for an hour till sentosa! Therefore, I appreciate what the god has given to me.

It's the tough moment for me right now. I take it as a "suey" incident as we are now having Chinese Ghost month. Well, I am not scared of anything! Try me!!

Daddy just had his 60th birthday(Shh..dont tell anyone). What do a father wants when he is already 60? Money? Lady? hahaz... just kdding. Yeah, his son and daughter come back to visit him. I came back but it sounds like a fault. Happy birthday to my brother Tian Seong, and my dad, Sandy, Ah mei's husband Ning Jian, and Biao d.

Happy Birthday to you!

Just to share with you

Yen and boy dont kill me!! wahaha!!

Our Bali Memory!

Bye NaFa

Congratulations to ME!!
Bye bye Nafa!yay~!



Friend first meet in Music class, you guys remember?!haha!

Classmates~ Gonna miss you!

Family and I

I went for an interview yesterday-in a bank.

Interview is not as scary as what I think. It went smooth and I didnt feel nervous at all. Hmm, yeah this is the first interview for my life. A very good experience.

I went with a dress and a jacket, and of course the stupid high heels which is not really cheap. Trust me, the value mean nothing. NOTHING! Kns...Just 5 mins after the interview, I meet my cousin to go for lunch, but before that, I rush to Watson to buy a pair of slippers. Office lady look with a pair of pink slippers. Standing at the middle of Raffles place, looking at all the office boys and girls, wondering if they are happy with their job?.. Hmm, noway, I am gonna be a boss but not work under someone forever. I AM NOT GOING TO WEAR THE HEELS ANYMORE!让我的脚上的两块肉都不见的高跟鞋！

我想我这么文静又不善表达自己的人，( 谁在叫我去死？！)还是low profile一点比较好，什么工作可以不用出来跟人家笑嘻嘻的...?continue sending resume day.

“喂？国飞的肚子好了吗？”

“妈，我生猪头皮。”

“是么？哦..国飞的肚子怎样了？”

“我自己去药材店买药搽了。蓝色的。”

“then国飞的肚子叻？”

“喂！你一直不要关心我，他的肚子有降重要吗？早就好了。”

“哦，降可以咯，喝多点凉水。拜”

妈妈就是这么潇洒，多讲两句让人稍微感动的话都不可以的咩..

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好像真的患了选择性失忆症，记得的都是些小感动，和有成功割到我的心的东西。

可否告诉我，我的立场是什么？我反复的问自己。到底跟着自己的感觉走是不是对的？我的选择是，每天开心过一天就已经很棒了。我不是在逃避面对未来，但是我已经不想顾虑太多了。不想有那种害怕失去的感觉。因为很久以前已经了解到越怕失去，就越容易失去的感觉。

身边总有很多drama上演。分手了的男女还可以睡在一起。还可以一起吃饭当什么事都没发生过。还可以带伴侣回家。这种人生好丰富好精彩。但是，这种永远都不能接受他们的另一半已经离开自己事实的人，永远都得不到快乐，没错，是永远。

想好好疼惜自己所爱的人，却却步了。仿佛活在别人的阴影下。这种不被旁人赞同的感觉虽然并不陌生，却多了个疑问。在自己未能决定自己的命运之前，就这样顺其自然的过，一步一步地走。因为她都不知道自己要的是什么。人总是如此，不是面对就是逃避。

Still remember last month you message me and ask me to listen the song - 我知道 by By2?

Coz you said it meant a lot. And now you're just there.

Someone will get her home with love.

I AM GRADUATED

For improvement after the complaination, I decided to use dottted line to seperate the paragraph to show what I have been doing for the whole week. ( For idiot who complaint about it )

The kittens at my house. (Not my pet of course)
So cute and innocent. Keep this size forever ok?

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I believe that you may have see this image before.

Which one are you?

1? No, you'll either have a happy ending or get hurt.Deal or not deal?

2? Never try, never know.No one can hurt you if you love yourself.

3? Not bad, know how to enjoy your life. But I think you will have no longer life.

4? Sometimes we may be selfish. When you hurt others, you'll get hurt soon.

5? Unless you are super pretty or handsome= Vases

6? Meaningless, you can go and die now.

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Becca's 21st Birthday!

Stay pretty forever !!

Ribbon Queen!!

“做么吃降少？又讲很饿？”

“哎哟，你没有看到我今天有打扮又穿到很淑女降，一定要假假一下的吗.”

听起来很有道理对不对？其实出席这种L style派对，我们怎样都要顾下形象-跟我一起"假假一下！"

But hor... the picture doesn't prove what I said..

Hmm, I am 21, I have no idea where am I going.

Maybe I can tell you about my dream, maybe I cant reach my target in 4 years time, BUT! I will go Italy before I am 25. USING MY OWN MONEY!

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Many friends are having their 21st birthday soon. So when are we going to have "Group of 21st" and then go Genting, line up in front of the Casino and walk in leg by leg. YO! What a rocks! Wahahahaha!!! ( This is so called-自己讲，自己笑)

Today very hot. Parents just went back to M'sia.

I had my convocation today.

I AM GRADUATED FROM NAFA!

She's alone

I met ChiewLing at Woodlands, went to JB together.
在"卡斯蛋" (custom) 分手，她回她的家乡，我去我的血拼。（buying shirt for convocation）

This is the very first time I eat alone outside- McD.
我记得我说过-打死也不愿意一个人在外面吃饭。结果，当我自己一个人用餐的时候，才发现身边不也都很多人和我一样吗？不需要感到尴尬。我只是想填饱我的肚子。

然后自己试穿衣服，自己决定买哪一件。当人家问我说要不要拿两件RM55比较划算，我还会很大声地回应他说“不要！我只要一件！”。那么果断。然后后悔，明明加多一点就可以有多一件衣服的说。面对自己的事情时候，又那么优柔果断...

买了五个面包，也不知道是为了什么。还好那里是马来西亚。
然后自己一个人默默地出国去新加拨。

No one has everything, but everyone has something.
我不祈求谁来懂我，我只相信自己的感觉。与其不尝试而后悔，不如试了再后悔。
如果你爱上了一只没有脚的小鸟，该怎么做？
真正的拥有是什么样子的拥有？
为明天的我加油吧！
至少，我独立了许多。

DOB

I just received an interesting mail from a friend today, which I think it's quite accurate!
Baby who are born in 20 of January...

* Ambitious and serious (Yes I am-sometimes)
* Loves to teach and be taught(Sure!)
* Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses(Most of the time)
* Likes to criticize (Got meh?!I am so kind)
* Hardworking and productive (Hmm,correct)
* Smart, neat and organized (Erm..certainly..haha!!)
* Sensitive and has deep thoughts (Professional in thinking too much)
* Knows how to make others happy (Always like that)
* Quiet unless excited or tensed(Yes I am)
* Rather reserved(No idea)
* Highly attentive (No comment)
* Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds (Har??)
* Romantic but has difficulties expressing love (But I always tell people I lofe u)
* Loves children (Cute one)
* Homely person (Serious)
* Loyal (my strength)
* Needs to improve social abilities (Super accurate)
* Easily jealous (I like sour thing)

Age in years 21.57
Age in months 259
Age in days 7874
Age in hours 188969
Age in minutes 11338140
Age in seconds 680288421
Age in Milli seconds 68028842106
Age in weeks 55116
You born on Wednesday

My dear, dont need to worry about me. I am adult. I am strong and matured enough to make a decision for myself. Although you cant c the truth. You will never know.

Siti Nurhaliza - Bukan Cinta Biasa

Nice song to share. ^.<

如果没有你

如果没有你，日子怎么过.. ..
no no, 这不是我要唱的歌。而是来自莫文蔚的《如果没有你》

“如果没有你 没有过去 我不会有伤心 但是有如果还是要爱你"
如果你曾经找到了你的一生中最爱，但是没有结果收场。如果有"如果"，你是不是还是会选择爱她/他？到底这个世界，有没有人可以舍弃最爱，去寻找一个值得爱的人？

突然，在facebook里玩了个心理测验-单身的你何时会开始谈恋爱。要我转寄给八个朋友才可以看结果。我恍然大悟，选了好久，原来我facebook里的朋友，单身的居然那么少...我去尝试测试已经要很大的勇气了，原来这种测试的重点不是看结果，而是在你必须寻找和你一样单身的人过程中的折磨...绝了！

我站在十字路口，前面有亲情，友情，爱情。
得不到一个平衡点，好像想得到一样东西，就必须失去另一样。
我不敢下这样的赌注，于是为了缓和这样的情绪，我很快就会离开这里。

我的EQ有待加强，没有生意头脑，一个字来形容我-感情用事。
告诉你我的IQ很高你不信。于是就问我IQ问题。
如果我凭实力答对了，你们就说 "你一定是早就听过了"
如果我答不出，你们又会说"还敢讲你的IQ很高？哈哈！"

昨天我怂恿弟弟用电单车载我们家后面那只野猫（我们每天供它吃饭）去兜圈。怎么知道路途中它居然还怕的跳下车躲了起来。它刚生了4只小猫咪，还没断奶呀！于是那几个小时找不到它的芳踪。吃饭都没什么胃口，我居然让4只小猫失去母亲。于是我出了"死Q"，带了它的一个孩子去引它回家。小猫咪圆圆的眼睛看着我好像在哭着寻找妈妈，我的心痛的快掉出来了..谢谢上天保佑，在人家的店后面找到了。只见它一回到，立刻跑去拥抱它的孩子安抚他们...没想到在家外面，居然可以看到这么感动的故事。

于是老爸骑车去买了三个烧卖回来给它...帮我赎罪。
小猫只有手掌那么大。它是第一只会向我撒娇，让我敢动它的动物。（全世界都知道我不敢被动物碰到）

原来，我并没有那么讨厌猫...最近托他的福还学会了"猫语"。

I am zWeN

^.< I am just.. dono what to put as my title...

Ktv time with Meimei that day!I think we look alike sometime... Isn't?

That day I went to swim with my mei mei-Esun. Location-Ancasa.
I am not dark, I already became a Charcoal. Red like Char Siew.
Swimming is so fun, relax,enjoyable.
I love swimming.
Suddenly I feel I look like a primary student making sentences.

After a phone call, I decided to swim for many rounds.

“我要游二十圈”

“你不是很有性格的咩？不像你喔。”

我从来不知道，在你心目中我是那么有性格的．．．

你的这句话提醒了我，以前的我是怎么坚持，怎么自我的。而当时的任性和胆识去了哪里？大概已经留在博物馆里和历史文物摆在一起了。给我一点时间去挖掘它，好吗？

什么时候，人家说什么我就做什么了？什么时候和人家吵架，我变得难过，然后委屈求全，宁愿妥协，也不愿为自己打抱不平？谢谢你提醒了我。亲爱的妹妹。（吐！）

Nice food-客家面 at Pasar besar Seremban.(2nd floor)

My dad said that he is pro in eating 客家面. He said that this is the best客家面 that he ever eat before. Please give it a try! ^.<

I went to a "Nan-An Hui Guan" dinner with mum, sis and her husband in JB. JieJie is going to start her business in Sutera very soon!

My sis and I

My mum and I(Blind one also know)

We went to the Sky Bar in KL area. It was a nice place.

(I really wanna learn how to order a nice drink for myself, everytime looking at the menu full of question marks only...T.T)

Laopo love u forever!

Gifts from Leeyee. Mantou is cool right?! Made In Russia!!-(The doll on right-forgot what it's name ^.<)

我正在玩火，一不小心会着火。

我是一支火柴，很烦的时候也会着火（因为杷头会摩擦然后着火）

朋友说我的部落有时写的上句不接下句。我就是这样，想写什么就什么。

平凡简单的生活，待业者一名，突然生活起了转变，多了一种情绪。

我恨透了自己，错失了一个interview的机会。

我告诉自己，我懂得自己在做什么。

我，只不过想好好珍惜眼前拥有的一切。因为当这一切已成幻影，遗憾不会出现。

After I go and cut my hair into an apple look, I realized that I love my previous hairstyle so much. After I get sun burnt, I realized that I love fairer skin.

"It's too late to apologize... It's too late!!!!"

Gonna back to singapore very soon. sorry brother.. havent start working and never wash and iron clothes for u...

Suddenly, I feel I need a shoulder. Who will never leave me.

Tell me what am I doing, show me where should I go.

If god really helps, please tell me. Maybe show me in my dream, thank you.

KtV-G bOx

Ktv time with Ah Mei, Ah Boy and Ah Mei punya dear.FUn!
蓝天-Zwen Cheok


We all love this song!身骑白马-徐佳莹

There's no one you can trust

Something that I did few weeks ago.Martell is feeling cold..

I don't know why, when I know there's somebody by your side, I feel a bit upset.

(I guess the whole world is guessing who is the guy)

One simple sentence can make people thinks a lot. Seriously, when Jay was dating with Hou PeiChen, I feeling upset too. Believe it or not, up to you.

我是一个喜欢做梦的女孩.简单到只要梦想可以在梦里实现就已经很满足.最近在追看韩版花样少男.(流星花园)结果,能被我认同的偶像剧,还是只有这部,和而已。好好看哦！

我说过我想要修读心理学吧！因为我希望能够看穿别人。而且，我不容易猜穿他们。这正是EQ高人所应具备的条件吧。于是我只好伪装，也只好看着你伪装着自己，继续对自己不诚实。

身边很多人都不满意自己的另一半吧？从以前到现在，我没有听过有人会很开心的炫耀自己的另一半有多好，我只听过“这些都是你表面看到的东西”“其实我很想跟他分手”“我对他已经没有感觉，只是不知道怎样开口”“你看我好，我看你好罢了”

如果我每次遇见同一个人讲重复的话，我的心里就会有个OS...

有本事你就把这些话跟你的他讲...

我承认-不轻易相信别人是我的缺点，但是我情愿不相信。因为当你看到事情的真相的时候，你就庆幸自己当初作的决定。但其实,应该要有三分信,就像要维持一段细水长流的爱情,就要彼此相信.

我正在等待别人替我安排命运。但是机会又是自己争取的。像具俊表（道明寺）说的-与其不做而后悔，不如做了再后悔。于是，我就一步步地跟着自己的感觉走。很多事情没有所谓的错与对，看你从什么角度看待它。

不要问我为什么不相信你，因为我不能确定，我自己也是不是一个可以值得信赖的人。Amanda说过，我是她一个值得信赖的朋友。也是从那个时候我学会了trustworthy这个字眼。thanks babe！或许我应该这么说，不让自己显得很偏激，要相信，但不能尽信。

不知道为什么这个话题传开后有人反对我的说法，你们的人生，难道没有被出卖过，被背叛过吗？如果一个男人/女人此刻看着你的眼睛对你说“我爱你”，请相信当时是真心的。但是过后如果他们忘记了，你就得跟着忘了这回事。

好想去唱K...

Opps I did it again

Although I looks fat but I dont mind to share it here. Nice pic, nice moment nice place!Me, YenYen, Esther and cutie Samuel went to the beach! Yo!beach party!!

Aha, guess what, I am BACK!!
Even you gimme thousand jobs to do here (lukut), I would enjoy and love it.
Something that I wrote during the journey from JB to seremban.

三小时的车程，平坦的高速公路。除了睡觉，看杂志，我想最好的消遣就是-发白日梦。
发白日梦的好处可多了，既不用劳碌身心，又不用付出代价。
“喂，我昨晚梦见我跟XXX吃KFC 叻！哈哈！”
“这种就是所谓的日有所思，夜有所梦。”
好，我知道现实总是残酷的。俗不知，人有三分之一的时间都在休息睡觉，倒不如善用时间来好好发白日梦，好让生活过的快乐一些。至少我的人生，在闭着眼睛度过的时刻是那么的动人美丽-和周杰伦逛街，和古天乐跑步，和Zac Efron 打篮球，和Harry Potter坐扫把去宇宙。

不知道是否因为那天和朋友和他一岁大的孩子逛街一天，突然幻想起自己当妈妈来。虽然不容易，连推婴儿车都很考我的功夫，但是看到宝宝可爱的笑容，（尤其是那种很难逗到他笑的BB）就觉得一切都是值得的。

My god, I feel like having a cute baby, like Travis!为什么他们可以那么可爱无辜，他们的脑袋装的是什么东西？他看到我这个半生熟aunty，有什么想法？以前我觉得自己很没有小朋友缘，但是渐渐的因为一些朋友的弟妹，让我有机会进入他们的世界。这次，更是我以一个朋友的身份抱朋友的孩子，感觉好棒！这是我第一次到婴儿部买礼物。I enjoy buying things for babies! Yeah!! yo yo~!

He is very very cute!!!Baby Travis!

Dont force me... I want to have a baby, indeed!!wahaha!

His smile is the best thing for family and me!

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Happy 22nd Birthday to Penny!!I will miss you no matter where you are, I WILL GO SHANGHAI!do remember me baby!
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Nee nee's 22nd Birthday- K box Cinileisure.

Love you NeeNee!! Muakz!May your dreams come true!

2am-Lukut castle-28.07- waiting for a miracle

Thanx twins (Kuanyee and Leeyee )for the day! And I received two gifts today! What a lovely fren you are!hahaz!Thanx~!--- Picture coming soon..

希望姐姐的计划顺顺利利，哥哥懂得照顾自己，爸妈身体健康，弟弟成熟懂事，自己快点找到工作！

Good nite, Lukut.