AM I STUPID

I think I am stupid.

我不知道是这个国家小还是容易上当的人多，像我这样的人居然被搭讪过好几次-请问你有没有兴趣当我们的平面模特儿？

像这种我多数不加以理会，因为我绝对有所谓的自知之明。
但是，刚刚和朋友道别后，我独自走在shopping centre里，突然有个身穿制服的人喊住我，是新传媒(新加拨电视台)的工作人员。"ok,listen. We are from the singapore mediacorp....Drama actor...You need not...THIS IS NOT A JOKE, I AM NOT KIDDING WITH YOU!You are what we were looking for!!!" ...Ok, you are fierce enough...But, this might not be a joke but if I said Yes, that would be a joke for myself...

And when I said "No".. He said:" Ok thanx, bye!"..
The conversation ended like that.

Sometime I think, is not I don want to believe others, I am not believe in myself too.
But seriously, I know who am I and I know what is the fate for my entire life.
Yeah of course I have dream. But... no no no, it shouldn't be truth.

哇！不然我来说一次“yes!”然后不小心一夜之间一炮而红....哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
神经病，还是现实一点吧小朋友...
But, I am not young anymore, I guess.

如果有一天你们不小心看到我在电视上出现...
Job look for me I don wan, I go look for job who don wan me。
我已经不相信别人和自己到一种无可救药的地步。
可悲的人生继续着...
Please stay away from Juliet