同手同脚

前天，boy突然在工作时候传sms给我，说他今晚将带白饭回家，要我煮最拿手的炒饭给他吃。由于之前因为自己的疏忽没有带很重要的文件去学校，他还帮我拿来自己却迟到，我认为自己亏欠他于是便答应了。(非常后悔为何当初要叫他去搭德士费用算我的...)终于几百年没下厨，在半夜十二点把炒饭煮好了。他吃得津津有味...不信你看!! (没有料的只有蛋) 原来他是因为听了一整天温岚的"同手同脚"这首歌才突然需要"姐爱"...但是,每次他出门工作前他都会说"姐姐(做作到最高境界)我走了.拜拜!!"然而我的回应没有改变过:"boy,你有什么不开心可以跟我讲不要放在心里..."haha... the next day--

"awak ada masak nasi goreng hari ini tak?"

"takda, unless you dance your屁股舞for me again...haha!"

"ok boleh.so awak masak ah!!"

温岚 同手同脚

还记得小小年纪 松开我的手迷失的你 在人群里看见你一边哭泣手还握着冰淇淋

有时候难过生气 你总有办法逗我开心 依然清晰回忆里那些曾经有笑有泪的光阴

我们的生命先后顺序 在同个温室里 也是存在在这个世界 唯一的唯一

未来的每一步一脚印 踏着彼此梦想前进 路上偶尔风吹雨淋 也要握紧你的手心

未来的每一步一脚印 相知相惜相依为命 别忘记之间的约定 我会永远在你身边陪着你

现在我唱的这首歌曲 给我最亲爱的弟弟 在我未来生命之旅 要和你同手同脚的走下去

"Girl,我发现你的blog从来没有提过我..."wahaha!!that's true..姐姐去了台湾,正如我也跟着去一样,因为她带了好多好多手信给我...虽然他们每次半夜回到很喜欢吵在睡觉的人(我好像听到有人说 "你看阿girl睡觉睡到几难看跟她拍下来" )但是我的睡神赢了。隔天早上才看见枕头旁Qoo!!粉开心的说!讲真的，当姐去旅行后，除了很开心没有人在耳边罗嗦之外,还真的有寂寞.就跟哥哥相依为命.就那一天...
"buy 4d,你几百年都不会买一次的你来按看会中吗"

"一人讲两个字" 19 13 两块钱...

8pm at night...

"Girl!!我们中了i bet $52"

"真的假的?! yeah~!!"

穷书生就是这么容易满足,但是小赌愉情,找到借口买了两本很贵的书(赢20几块买75块...我的心如刀割...)还是过平平淡淡的生活吧..

~BreAkFaSt & mE~

I wake up at 830am this morning, my singapore morning very very diff from in msia. 热腾腾的milo,外加苏打饼就是我在这里的丰富早餐.Come back to msia...
穿着粉红色睡衣,披头散发,一步一步走下楼...爸妈早已坐在客厅...
"我们的公主起床了，你今天想吃什么?"...
"Laksa"
"Laksa旧巴杀的比较好吃,去刷牙换衣!" "噢!"
有时候,还没开口想吃什么,他们也会懂...
"去芙蓉吃点心"..."YeAh!!!!" 然后就在客厅跳起舞来...
"你这个傻杂某"
在新加波种的仙人掌全都死了...(我发现我买什么植物都是在谋杀它们)好想念在msia的阿仙阿人阿掌...

昨天一整个下午都自己一个人在vivocity走走,请不要同情我,我真的非常享受自己独立生活...

I went to CD shop, looking at cd cover of my idol Jam xiao jing teng.I went into fashion boutique to feel the fabric that they used for their garment. I look at those customer wearing. I look at couple who hold their hands and shopping like连体婴...I saw little children fall down in front of me. 我到卖怪异玩具的店玩新的玩具,and i found that most of them made in china.I went to branded shop and look at their outfits and thinking how much is the capital.(i think they earn at least x5)I took picture of Sentosa standing at the highest part of vivo. I went Swensens for my dinner. I drink Baileys after the dinner.I raech home at 10pm. I went supper with my siblings after finish "bai bai" for the month. I enjoyed my day.^^

~Just tO sHarE wItH yOu~

Guess what!! these are the buttons for colthes that i buy today..what the.. cost me $10!!(RM23.60) cant stand when i saw that piano shape buttons..haha!!

mY suPer lOvely tOm yAm & mIlk sHAkE!!

I lOVE milktea!!!(with many pearls)

What I draw during chinese ink painting class...super ugly...

I knW i lOok liKe my mUm

~iT's mE~

080808

I wish to finish this blog before the day end...
回想过去，到北京的旅程，已经是十一年前的事了(当时香港回归中国1997)当时外公也还在， 人生环境变化无常，现在的北京很不一样...
Beijing starts the Olympic Game today. Me as a chinese, really proud of China...
Used to think about inspiring Olympic into my collections. Their fireworks... Their dancing..The whole world is celebrating with us. I was thinking who will be the one who responsible for the "Olympic fire"-
080808, What am i doing when 080888?... I still drinking milk and laying on the bed with my toys... ^^ hey yo come on~!!cheer up man~!!! this is our moment~!!! speak loudly that "WE ARE READY!!"... I dono why m i so high at home now... non of my business at all actually.. haha!! but that's really impressed..
today, let me make a wish... the next 080888, I will be watching Olympic in the heaven.
北 京 欢 迎 你 (^o^)/

My life~

I have become a superwoman...(bluek) I do my homework until 330am,I wake up at 7am ( i slept for 3 and the half hours)to prepare for school.I reach home at 6pm. After change my outfit to sportswear, i go jogging with fren for two hours. I met my sis for dinner after my bath at 810pm. After dinner we go to play pool. When i reach home it's already 12am..and i sleep at 1am...

I dono why i never feel tired, full of energy anytime. I am very happy with my life now. Althought i m still wondering weather i like fashion design or not..I feel happy when I can fullfill my timetable with a lot of activities..^^其实我真的不知道自己在做什么，睡醒又是一天这样的度过，到时间了就上课吃饭，地上脏了就扫，累了就睡，经过珍珠奶茶店就去来一杯，没有人跟我说话的时候就看电影，偶尔还要让自己感性一下看看悲伤情节的电影让自己好好的哭一下。突然好想自己一个人去电影院看戏...就像朋友所说的，她觉得我比较喜欢一个人。当我一个人走在街上的时候，很喜欢去注意一些小情节，有时候会被一些小朋友问妈妈的问题弄得哭笑不得...别人发传单我一定会拿，因为如果是自己在值那份工作时，不也一样希望人家响应然后可以早点回家休息吗...这是我在新加坡过的第三个华人七月，好多户人家如常到家楼下烧金纸忌拜，当然我们也不例外。时间过得好快好快，明年今天我应该不在这个国家了吧...mama is preparing her journey to Beijing Olympic, hope she can enjoy herself there!!I gonna say, I am proud of China!

曾经很有信心的告诉大家我是绝对不会再恋爱了，昨天那该死的偶像剧居然让我想起好多的过去，还要取景我们曾一起到过的台湾那个地方，默默的留下一滴眼泪，就那么一滴而已噢...回到现实中，还是单身比较快乐^^...我知道恶梦在后面...

Miss yOu mY mEi mEi... (^.<)p

催眠自己，我是爱fashion滴!!

"Hello everybody, I am zhi wen. I am from Malaysia...I m here because i just want to change an environment to study.I m not good in english.I just want to improve myself here."

I have repeated this sentence many times within a week...

I know and i know. I m just an inernational student,who's english is terrible compare to others...Our lecturer changed, my classmate changed... Some of the lecturer dont like me, i can do nothing.I feel myself cant move on with my class.. when lecturer asks " who in the class eager to be a fashion designer after you graduate?"... "who read fashion magazine everyday?" ... " what are the trends for the newest seasons of fashion?"... i can tell, for sure i dont know everything about that... "who really love fashion?If i were you i already starts doing research and starts sketching already..." .."do you love fashion design?"... I am asking myself... why I am here... When I have free time i prefer to go practise song and dancing but not sit down there to do research and drawing... I m not them, fashion lovers.. I m not a fashion lover.. I never feel enjoy doing fashion.. I enjoy singing and dancing,yes sewing also...doing arts... I know i m not enjoying my studies, I m just do for the school and for my family... I regret ... I m sorry for my parents who spends much money sending me here... only the first week. I already lost my way, when will i get to there?...I cant imagine that i need to start writing reports...

"zwen, kenapa you macam tak suka sama saya like that?like not very close to me..."

在她问了我这个问题后，我发现原来我比以前独立了。以前就像她一样去到哪里都要人陪，害怕自己一个人，一定要朋友陪在身旁，现在的我居然喜欢一个人走走，一个人待在图书馆读书，一个人搭火车。可不可以不要等来等去... 我喜欢独立，不想再依靠谁...为什么在图书馆明明看见乐谱比看见服装杂志更有感觉，却硬要逼自己去拿那些看不太懂得英文杂志...难道以后，我都必须象朋友教的:"即使知道自己有多讨厌fashion design，你也要大声的告诉别人和自己-我爱fashion!!!!"third year already... i got no choice...I must get there... when there's a will, there's the way... keep going... whatever you can do...

Year 3- mY first Day

撑着令人厌恶又极度难穿的高跟鞋淋着雨，我终于到家了...
穿高跟鞋的心情:
走在路上: 超有自信，觉得自己根本就是个充满女人味的模特儿，装得好自然
回到家:我真TMD，痛到!!全世界的女人根本就在伪装自己啊!!哪个混蛋发明高跟鞋的?!矮就矮装个屁啊!!

不知不觉，三个月就这样过去了。开学了，我抱着无奈的心情走到学校 。班上的同学都换了。Amanda是第一个和我握手的同学。我觉得自己没办法融入这个班。或许这不是我的国家，我没有信心做回自己。文静绝对不是我的性格。英文这个语言再一次回到我身旁 。我没有害怕，我在学习。只是偶而人家会听不懂我的意思。 到了被逼去上的水墨画课，身边来自的印度同学向我打了招呼。右边的是我的马来朋友(当然我也不知为何他们会对中国画会有兴趣)，他们两都听不懂老师在说什么。我个人很佩服那位老师。分给我们的note都是中文的，教书时英语华文参参，但主要说中文就是了，所以说，他的脑袋是长在屁股上吗?!!!班上个国的人都有耶，我们三大民族坐在一起，虽然忙着翻译觉得自己很有用很厉害,但有些字是没有英文翻译的啊!!搞得我语无伦次...我的好朋友都到别班去了，接下来的路唯有自己走了。就这样没有信心的走着，期待着不一样的自己出现。
ps:高跟鞋你听着,走着瞧!!我一定能够克服你的!!