Just to share with you

Yen and boy dont kill me!! wahaha!!

Our Bali Memory!

Bye NaFa

Congratulations to ME!!
Bye bye Nafa!yay~!



Friend first meet in Music class, you guys remember?!haha!

Classmates~ Gonna miss you!

Family and I

I went for an interview yesterday-in a bank.

Interview is not as scary as what I think. It went smooth and I didnt feel nervous at all. Hmm, yeah this is the first interview for my life. A very good experience.

I went with a dress and a jacket, and of course the stupid high heels which is not really cheap. Trust me, the value mean nothing. NOTHING! Kns...Just 5 mins after the interview, I meet my cousin to go for lunch, but before that, I rush to Watson to buy a pair of slippers. Office lady look with a pair of pink slippers. Standing at the middle of Raffles place, looking at all the office boys and girls, wondering if they are happy with their job?.. Hmm, noway, I am gonna be a boss but not work under someone forever. I AM NOT GOING TO WEAR THE HEELS ANYMORE!让我的脚上的两块肉都不见的高跟鞋！

我想我这么文静又不善表达自己的人，( 谁在叫我去死？！)还是low profile一点比较好，什么工作可以不用出来跟人家笑嘻嘻的...?continue sending resume day.

“喂？国飞的肚子好了吗？”

“妈，我生猪头皮。”

“是么？哦..国飞的肚子怎样了？”

“我自己去药材店买药搽了。蓝色的。”

“then国飞的肚子叻？”

“喂！你一直不要关心我，他的肚子有降重要吗？早就好了。”

“哦，降可以咯，喝多点凉水。拜”

妈妈就是这么潇洒，多讲两句让人稍微感动的话都不可以的咩..

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好像真的患了选择性失忆症，记得的都是些小感动，和有成功割到我的心的东西。

可否告诉我，我的立场是什么？我反复的问自己。到底跟着自己的感觉走是不是对的？我的选择是，每天开心过一天就已经很棒了。我不是在逃避面对未来，但是我已经不想顾虑太多了。不想有那种害怕失去的感觉。因为很久以前已经了解到越怕失去，就越容易失去的感觉。

身边总有很多drama上演。分手了的男女还可以睡在一起。还可以一起吃饭当什么事都没发生过。还可以带伴侣回家。这种人生好丰富好精彩。但是，这种永远都不能接受他们的另一半已经离开自己事实的人，永远都得不到快乐，没错，是永远。

想好好疼惜自己所爱的人，却却步了。仿佛活在别人的阴影下。这种不被旁人赞同的感觉虽然并不陌生，却多了个疑问。在自己未能决定自己的命运之前，就这样顺其自然的过，一步一步地走。因为她都不知道自己要的是什么。人总是如此，不是面对就是逃避。

Still remember last month you message me and ask me to listen the song - 我知道 by By2?

Coz you said it meant a lot. And now you're just there.

Someone will get her home with love.

I AM GRADUATED

For improvement after the complaination, I decided to use dottted line to seperate the paragraph to show what I have been doing for the whole week. ( For idiot who complaint about it )

The kittens at my house. (Not my pet of course)
So cute and innocent. Keep this size forever ok?

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I believe that you may have see this image before.

Which one are you?

1? No, you'll either have a happy ending or get hurt.Deal or not deal?

2? Never try, never know.No one can hurt you if you love yourself.

3? Not bad, know how to enjoy your life. But I think you will have no longer life.

4? Sometimes we may be selfish. When you hurt others, you'll get hurt soon.

5? Unless you are super pretty or handsome= Vases

6? Meaningless, you can go and die now.

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Becca's 21st Birthday!

Stay pretty forever !!

Ribbon Queen!!

“做么吃降少？又讲很饿？”

“哎哟，你没有看到我今天有打扮又穿到很淑女降，一定要假假一下的吗.”

听起来很有道理对不对？其实出席这种L style派对，我们怎样都要顾下形象-跟我一起"假假一下！"

But hor... the picture doesn't prove what I said..

Hmm, I am 21, I have no idea where am I going.

Maybe I can tell you about my dream, maybe I cant reach my target in 4 years time, BUT! I will go Italy before I am 25. USING MY OWN MONEY!

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Many friends are having their 21st birthday soon. So when are we going to have "Group of 21st" and then go Genting, line up in front of the Casino and walk in leg by leg. YO! What a rocks! Wahahahaha!!! ( This is so called-自己讲，自己笑)

Today very hot. Parents just went back to M'sia.

I had my convocation today.

I AM GRADUATED FROM NAFA!

She's alone

I met ChiewLing at Woodlands, went to JB together.
在"卡斯蛋" (custom) 分手，她回她的家乡，我去我的血拼。（buying shirt for convocation）

This is the very first time I eat alone outside- McD.
我记得我说过-打死也不愿意一个人在外面吃饭。结果，当我自己一个人用餐的时候，才发现身边不也都很多人和我一样吗？不需要感到尴尬。我只是想填饱我的肚子。

然后自己试穿衣服，自己决定买哪一件。当人家问我说要不要拿两件RM55比较划算，我还会很大声地回应他说“不要！我只要一件！”。那么果断。然后后悔，明明加多一点就可以有多一件衣服的说。面对自己的事情时候，又那么优柔果断...

买了五个面包，也不知道是为了什么。还好那里是马来西亚。
然后自己一个人默默地出国去新加拨。

No one has everything, but everyone has something.
我不祈求谁来懂我，我只相信自己的感觉。与其不尝试而后悔，不如试了再后悔。
如果你爱上了一只没有脚的小鸟，该怎么做？
真正的拥有是什么样子的拥有？
为明天的我加油吧！
至少，我独立了许多。

DOB

I just received an interesting mail from a friend today, which I think it's quite accurate!
Baby who are born in 20 of January...

* Ambitious and serious (Yes I am-sometimes)
* Loves to teach and be taught(Sure!)
* Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses(Most of the time)
* Likes to criticize (Got meh?!I am so kind)
* Hardworking and productive (Hmm,correct)
* Smart, neat and organized (Erm..certainly..haha!!)
* Sensitive and has deep thoughts (Professional in thinking too much)
* Knows how to make others happy (Always like that)
* Quiet unless excited or tensed(Yes I am)
* Rather reserved(No idea)
* Highly attentive (No comment)
* Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds (Har??)
* Romantic but has difficulties expressing love (But I always tell people I lofe u)
* Loves children (Cute one)
* Homely person (Serious)
* Loyal (my strength)
* Needs to improve social abilities (Super accurate)
* Easily jealous (I like sour thing)

Age in years 21.57
Age in months 259
Age in days 7874
Age in hours 188969
Age in minutes 11338140
Age in seconds 680288421
Age in Milli seconds 68028842106
Age in weeks 55116
You born on Wednesday

My dear, dont need to worry about me. I am adult. I am strong and matured enough to make a decision for myself. Although you cant c the truth. You will never know.

Siti Nurhaliza - Bukan Cinta Biasa

Nice song to share. ^.<

如果没有你

如果没有你，日子怎么过.. ..
no no, 这不是我要唱的歌。而是来自莫文蔚的《如果没有你》

“如果没有你 没有过去 我不会有伤心 但是有如果还是要爱你"
如果你曾经找到了你的一生中最爱，但是没有结果收场。如果有"如果"，你是不是还是会选择爱她/他？到底这个世界，有没有人可以舍弃最爱，去寻找一个值得爱的人？

突然，在facebook里玩了个心理测验-单身的你何时会开始谈恋爱。要我转寄给八个朋友才可以看结果。我恍然大悟，选了好久，原来我facebook里的朋友，单身的居然那么少...我去尝试测试已经要很大的勇气了，原来这种测试的重点不是看结果，而是在你必须寻找和你一样单身的人过程中的折磨...绝了！

我站在十字路口，前面有亲情，友情，爱情。
得不到一个平衡点，好像想得到一样东西，就必须失去另一样。
我不敢下这样的赌注，于是为了缓和这样的情绪，我很快就会离开这里。

我的EQ有待加强，没有生意头脑，一个字来形容我-感情用事。
告诉你我的IQ很高你不信。于是就问我IQ问题。
如果我凭实力答对了，你们就说 "你一定是早就听过了"
如果我答不出，你们又会说"还敢讲你的IQ很高？哈哈！"

昨天我怂恿弟弟用电单车载我们家后面那只野猫（我们每天供它吃饭）去兜圈。怎么知道路途中它居然还怕的跳下车躲了起来。它刚生了4只小猫咪，还没断奶呀！于是那几个小时找不到它的芳踪。吃饭都没什么胃口，我居然让4只小猫失去母亲。于是我出了"死Q"，带了它的一个孩子去引它回家。小猫咪圆圆的眼睛看着我好像在哭着寻找妈妈，我的心痛的快掉出来了..谢谢上天保佑，在人家的店后面找到了。只见它一回到，立刻跑去拥抱它的孩子安抚他们...没想到在家外面，居然可以看到这么感动的故事。

于是老爸骑车去买了三个烧卖回来给它...帮我赎罪。
小猫只有手掌那么大。它是第一只会向我撒娇，让我敢动它的动物。（全世界都知道我不敢被动物碰到）

原来，我并没有那么讨厌猫...最近托他的福还学会了"猫语"。

I am zWeN

^.< I am just.. dono what to put as my title...

Ktv time with Meimei that day!I think we look alike sometime... Isn't?

That day I went to swim with my mei mei-Esun. Location-Ancasa.
I am not dark, I already became a Charcoal. Red like Char Siew.
Swimming is so fun, relax,enjoyable.
I love swimming.
Suddenly I feel I look like a primary student making sentences.

After a phone call, I decided to swim for many rounds.

“我要游二十圈”

“你不是很有性格的咩？不像你喔。”

我从来不知道，在你心目中我是那么有性格的．．．

你的这句话提醒了我，以前的我是怎么坚持，怎么自我的。而当时的任性和胆识去了哪里？大概已经留在博物馆里和历史文物摆在一起了。给我一点时间去挖掘它，好吗？

什么时候，人家说什么我就做什么了？什么时候和人家吵架，我变得难过，然后委屈求全，宁愿妥协，也不愿为自己打抱不平？谢谢你提醒了我。亲爱的妹妹。（吐！）

Nice food-客家面 at Pasar besar Seremban.(2nd floor)

My dad said that he is pro in eating 客家面. He said that this is the best客家面 that he ever eat before. Please give it a try! ^.<

I went to a "Nan-An Hui Guan" dinner with mum, sis and her husband in JB. JieJie is going to start her business in Sutera very soon!

My sis and I

My mum and I(Blind one also know)

We went to the Sky Bar in KL area. It was a nice place.

(I really wanna learn how to order a nice drink for myself, everytime looking at the menu full of question marks only...T.T)

Laopo love u forever!

Gifts from Leeyee. Mantou is cool right?! Made In Russia!!-(The doll on right-forgot what it's name ^.<)

我正在玩火，一不小心会着火。

我是一支火柴，很烦的时候也会着火（因为杷头会摩擦然后着火）

朋友说我的部落有时写的上句不接下句。我就是这样，想写什么就什么。

平凡简单的生活，待业者一名，突然生活起了转变，多了一种情绪。

我恨透了自己，错失了一个interview的机会。

我告诉自己，我懂得自己在做什么。

我，只不过想好好珍惜眼前拥有的一切。因为当这一切已成幻影，遗憾不会出现。

After I go and cut my hair into an apple look, I realized that I love my previous hairstyle so much. After I get sun burnt, I realized that I love fairer skin.

"It's too late to apologize... It's too late!!!!"

Gonna back to singapore very soon. sorry brother.. havent start working and never wash and iron clothes for u...

Suddenly, I feel I need a shoulder. Who will never leave me.

Tell me what am I doing, show me where should I go.

If god really helps, please tell me. Maybe show me in my dream, thank you.

KtV-G bOx

Ktv time with Ah Mei, Ah Boy and Ah Mei punya dear.FUn!
蓝天-Zwen Cheok


We all love this song!身骑白马-徐佳莹