Forgive and Forget

Forgive and Forget...
What a simple words but how can you do it.

I am just trying my very best to do what you request, even something that sound's funny. I only have 1 hour to finish the 2 hours-journey. I need to buy food for all your family. I need to mop the place that you purposely dirty it. I need to pick up the tissue that you drop on the floor after used. I need to answer your call 7 something in the morning and 1030pm at night (which is not my working hours anymore) to hear something that is annoying and disgusting. I have nightmaire everyday that someone keep calling my name " zwen ah.. you... the... why can you.. so you must..". I need to do a lot of things that is unessasary for me. I am a designer, I think I am. I AM!!

I believe that, everyone have eyes to see the one who did wrong is trying to push everything to the one who will just keep quiet even being attacked. I remember every single word that my mum taught me, if not, I am dead. It's still good to learn from mistake, and ALSO learn from other's mistake. (especially when it became yours) Thank you for putting me on the street to find the things that you want when I am sick. Thank you for being angry when I am healthy and able to find the staff for you on the street for whole day. Really thank you and I do appreciate when you reminded me to pay you back part of my salary because February is too short for you. Really really thank you for "sharing" when you couldnt finish your food then left on the table for me.

Although my EQ is high enough for me to 'defend' you, I am still easily get angry and share with those who I met. But then, yup. Forgive and forget. If you cannot forgive, then forget. If you cannot forget, then forgive lor~ so easy. haha!

Jia you!!!

The Health

已经好久好久没有动过这部还有欠款的电脑了。
也许你会好奇，我是不是人间蒸发了，还是嫁人了？都不是，我只是变得越来越D tone （低调）了。哈哈哈！

自认为抵抗力超强的我，终于病了！病了！一病就病上个十二天。有没有可以告诉我，半夜被火火烧得灼热感能够有什么样的解释？有没有人可以告诉我，为什么在我进入医院之前烧到爆炸，在医生面前连37‘都没有？！！就这样看了三个医生，没有一个医生相信我发烧了，只有我的宝贝和同事可以见证这一切。为了确定身体没有其他暗病，我接受了医生的意见，一连抽了两次血。手上尚未消除的针后瘀青警惕着自己，要注意饮食。所谓病从口入，现在的我，居然对平时最爱的快餐都没了兴趣。严格来说，由于吃了太多不同性质的药，目前我没有了味觉和嗅觉，第一次发觉到原来我的大便一点味道都没有。隔夜的酸菜我应该也吃得下，可悲的人生。

希望在看此贴的你，可以好好照顾自己，不要跟自己的身体作对，因为你永远都赢不了它..
平时拜神会祈求快乐和平，现在我可以什么都不要，只要健康就好了。也希望外婆可以和我一起很快的康复起来。