Watch out ah Mei!

I was damn damn damn ugly and tired!! wahaha!!
You forgot this?! Oh what a bad memory!!!
Let's listen to our Malaysia's news!!
Eh, jangan tangkap saya ah!!haha ^^

一个人,一天

Wow, 3 years already I have been staying and studying here. Time to say good bye to school very soon.You ask me how I feel? Actually, nothing much. I ask them to cry on the fashion show day, ribena said no way! make up will merge.. >.<" (use better cosmetic la!! haha...)

I just feel that 今天我的人生好精彩.
早上八点起床, 十点的时候居然觉得太阳快要下山了.
到了学校,和米雪去买鞋给模特穿. 我的钱包再次吐血.
和她道别后,天给我下起世纪大雨. 我默默的站在街角,看着人来人往,手上拿着两双鞋.问自己:早上为什么要把放好在包包里的雨伞拿回出来...
然后我冲,冲来冲去,心疼新买的布鞋就这样被我糟蹋. T.T
昨天刚染的头发湿了.
红绿灯,那张熟悉的脸突然出现拿着一把雨伞, 拿着一根烟, 问我:" Where's the picture I want to see!!" 还好当时的温度很底我很冷. 不然我不懂我会怎样...
于是我又走回每天打包set lunch (Fish cullet)的地方, 今天吃的是baked spegetti.
" 今天换口味啊? "
"对呀!"(我永远在特定的店吃特定的东西,所以...)
"放假了做么你还来学校的?"
"fashion show要到了很忙啊!"
"你们还需要模特吗我的朋友很有兴趣."
然后我就默默的看着那个跟我差不多高的男生,默默无言..

* Hokkien mee aunty you still remember me?!!
话说上个月...
我只不过走到他们的摊位前面.还没有讲话.
Aunty: 伊A Hokkien mee麦豆牙A.
Uncle: 喔!
然后我的午餐就这样被order好.真明白我!再不然...
"Uncle今天我要吃炒米粉"
"麦豆牙麦菜A"
"哈哈!"
全新加波只有他们一间可以特别让我不要豆牙一起炒.可是为什么装修后他们换人了...T.T
我吃了第三年了,吃到我的朋友都要问我" 你的人生就只有福建面吗?"
你们为什么不告而别... T.T 此后,我再也找不到比他们更好吃的福建面了...

言归正转, 中午我就这样一个人坐在走廊那边吃我的四被凯地.(speghetti)
Stephy pass by and sit beside me and ask: can I just accompany you for a while?
She is just so cute! Then she just talk to me until I finish my food, yes I hate to eat alone actually.. haha!But I was hungry like hell! Then she said: you always help me a lot. Oh baby dont even mention it ok?!! haha! This is what I earn from the school, my friendship!
很高兴我设计的鞋子被认同. 终于有点信心了!
从下午就吵着Ribena 说我要吃Tom Yam我要吃Thai food.哦夜! 我整个人生好满足!真好吃!

今晚我一个人住一间家. 亲爱的哥哥, 你放一粒可爱的榴槤在那边,要孤独的我自己拿菜刀开来吃. 而且还要让全身疲惫的我一进门, 就觉得来到榴槤园的感觉,你也几疼我一下.
默默的收衣晒衣, 好想念你们.
还有啊,那个什么达, come and challenge me!! C who will win!!
Too bad that your dream come true. He is my brother, forever he is. I WON!!
没有人可以欺负我家人,没有人可以改变家人的关系.你,只不过是个外人.
我不会欣赏不负责任的女人!
Baby T is super super super cute!! Next time let je jie hug hug ok?! ^.<
不管我以后嫁给什么人,我一定要生一个混血儿宝宝!
"你的老公很可怜"...做么!! (联邦派出来了)
Amanda Yap and Kifa Tan, long time no c, c time not long har!! mizz u!~

iS iT yOu

I knew it was you, just I dono what is your purpose.

今天车好了一件杰克,挺有满足感的.
当废人的日子真舒服,没有烦恼没有忧愁.
最近听说有一些人对我挺不满意的,谢谢你们在我做好自己的事情之后才告知我这些负面新闻(虽然对我一点影响都没有,一些不存在的"事实"我没有必要理会)
好想回家.

那天做了这个小帽子 and the gloves for accessories (fashion show). Any comments?

有时我真的很想坚持自己的想法,做风,但是受到阻碍或有不同建议时就会动摇.

如果不接受,便是stubborn. 必须学着,有技巧地接受或委婉的拒绝.

奉劝一些快要盲目了的人,这个世界不是只有爱情而已.多看看你的家人,朋友吧!

姐姐很快就要往自己的目标出发了,which mean she is leaving our house very soon.

平时相处的时间没有很多了,吃饭时间也还好, 如果她走了,我想我会更觉寂寞.(不要哭biak biak)

还好,我早就习惯自己一个人生活.

迟些才给你写一篇感动到你哭完一整年眼泪的作文吧!哈哈!

请继续把我当白老鼠,我当得很幸福!那么多好野食!!^^

New Laptop day

Since Mok2 said that my blog is damn slow, I will write something at least 3 times per week I promise. (Nobody cares anyway please)wahaha!! T.T
So I finally get my new laptop - Lenovo. Dont ask me the detail, I just know it is new and it is one of the best of overall for my situation. Though I like the pinky V!! ^.T
So I have decided to go for better quality in stead of good looking laptop.
Which I think it is best decribe me as a lady who goes for better person than a good looking guy. (like tat also can link...)
It is actually correct what... Sometime we just cannot look at the surface of something.
SO great to have my own laptop!! it is black + white combination of colours~!
appreciate, thankx my family, thanx life for giving me everything!
I will take good k of u I will love u as I do!!
Waiting for Friday -model fitting. Feeling excited for the coming fashion show!
and my "Night at the museum 2"!!!!
Who's the luckiest person can go for movie with Princess Cheok!!? HER LOVE MOVIE!!
(Which i actually went to buy the dvd of version 1 and I watch it for 5 times min)
I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM!!2!!

And, I was shopping alone in PS yesterday. Looking at fabric, food and some couples holding hands shopping around.Met Regina at Orchard after that to get some shoes for the model. Money gone!! T.T

Thankx frens for supporting my blog. ( yeah talking to you ah don confuse)
Just feel free to leave any comment or disagreement if you have one!lovez!

Best thing happen when not expected!
Love you guys, take k always!!muakz!

女人心事

有时,我也不懂自己为什么要写这些网志.
后来,我得出一个结论,某天我终究会离开这里,这个,就留给哪个在乎我的人慢慢怀念.
每次我开始写一篇日记,都会选择一首很符合我当时心情的音乐,不停播放着,到我写完为止.
今天的曲目是-莫文蔚的(阴天).

三个踩着高跟鞋的单身女人到了那个有liveband的Bar, 听着莫文蔚的"阴天",喝着Martini.
今天的话题是" Ex-这个人".

其实,被伤的深与否,是不是不能用时间去衡量? 因为她的时间是五个月,另一个她的时间是五年.
那个五年的早已没有眼泪,大概是因为流干了吧?

几杯后, A哭了. 一年后她还没有放下那个叫做EX 的人.
于是B开始安慰. 但是在有几分醉意之前,她鼓励 A 去重新争取自己的幸福. C 并没有很赞同.

C: 你的EX现在回来找你,你还会接受他吗?
B: 会,因为我对他还有感觉呀!
C: 你还会象以前那样爱他吗?
B: ... ...为什么不?
C: 毕竟是他放下身段回来找你的,你认为你还会珍惜他吗?
B: ... ...可是你要知道,这世界那么大,要找到一个自己爱,又爱自己的人不容易呀!
C: 没错,往往他就是那个伤得你最深的人.这个世界那么多人, 我偏不信找不到第二个我更爱的人.没试过怎么知道?
B: 要是你找得到,为什么到现在你还是单身?
C: 自己一个人没什么不好啊,我自由,至少不用在十二点之前要赶火车回家.而且我反而要谢谢他,给我机会认识更好的人!
B: 还是找个吸引到我的人来爱好了...
C: 但不代表你一定能够吸引到他. (绝了)
B: 说得好!
But you know, who cares?!
看过了女人们的对话,你猜我扮演着哪一位的角色?^.<

朋友,要找个比他好的肯定比比皆是, 只是我不能保证你会爱他就对了.
我真心的觉得这词写得不错:感情说穿了一人挣脱的一人去捡.
今天他是你的爱人,明天他就变成了别人的男朋友.
你现在的女人,也曾经是某某人的女朋友.
人肯定是要尝试不同的人事物.才知道最适合自己的是什么.
套一句陶子的"女人心事"这首歌的歌词:
如果没有分离背叛的丑陋　怎麽算是真爱过
到头来,或许你会带着遗憾,或许你反而很感慨.
不管当初是谁负谁, 没有人对谁有亏欠. 爱情就只不过是你情我愿.

我也是考完人生最后一次assesment才有空去想一下这些儿女私情.
送给受了点伤的朋友这首歌:
陶子- 女人心事

女人心事 nv ren xin shi - 陶晶莹 TAO JIN YING

Byebye school

用这张全家副做开头应该还不错吧?
Fashion Design 6A1- 2009

昨晚,不知不觉自己居然是这间家第一个睡着的人.终于可以不用开闹钟,睡到自然醒.(虽然八点多就起床了)起床后的第一个问题,居然还是"今天星期几?离考试还有几天?稿背好了没有?"...恶梦!

ASSESMENT IS OVER!!!!!

Me and my classmates!

AND, I AM TEMPORELY GRADUATE FROM NF!!!(which means I still need to be there to prepare for the next war.. haha!) You wont know, how do I feel after I go out from the assesment room.(I was just take out the stupid high heels and keep jumping like nobody) *Elvin: I have Nobody Nobody BUT YOU!*hahaha! The dark room where the seven judges were sitting there, (And I saw a bottle with the words "American Idol" on the table) which made me feel like I am the participant for idol... and they were all looking and you waiting for your presentation! (Yet I will be more confidfent if you ask me to sing but not ppt presentation. haha!)I was presenting like a train. (a bit faster than MRT) And my brain was blank. Thankx for the model by fitting my outfit nicely! ^.<

倒数assesment之前的一个星期内我做了什么(除了赶功课以外).

分别和Ribena, Michelle and Elvin去了Topone高歌很多曲.

和裁明合唱了这首歌.可以再没有感情一点...哈哈!

Thanx to everyone ya~把我从一个打死都不吃寿司的人,变成主动提议吃sushi的人.

原来,sushi very nice,当时我并不懂得欣赏.

Went to Sunway with Kor, Mic and mama.

当时很强烈的感受到,在那边我简直什么烦恼都没有.晚上回到这里,就的拼了命的找灵感,做东西.

然后几天都没有好好睡过一觉.

这双鞋成了我目前最大的标志.I am lovin it!!

assesment倒数前三天,我还有心情去ktv. 哥的朋友,这个人模仿的太可怕了...

现场听,你简直就是坐在华仔身边听他唱歌给你!

To be continued...