Wednesday, November 19, 2008

If I cOulD c tHe wORLd

Posted by zWeN13 at 9:45 AM
Trust me,we can live without everything,accept eyes.
Tomorrow,930am,Gleneagle hospital,same destination.
Never stop putting my medicine into my poor eyes.They are tired.
+ two more new eye drop and 2 bottles of Medicine... Thnx fren for reminding me to take medicine..they know i m big prawn head.The doctor was super fierce,but we know that she just angry that why m i not taking care of my eyes properly.But, money has gone as I step into the speciallist room again and again.. and only 10% recover..my brother scare i will get lost if i take bus to there,yes I am blurr queen, therefore ask me to take cab. it's ex to take cab in sg (probably everywhere).That was a rainny day, i tried to find which bus is going towards the hospital. I cant really c what's the number of that bus. But finally i got it.I feel happy, i could have save more money than tat. I am sorry for spending so much money of my family as I din manage to work. It's impossible for me to really go and close my eyes, keep sleeping and listening to music as what my doctor advice. Luckily the assesment is over. I need time.You cant imagine,even you are wearing a spec, you cant even read the book that you are holding..Please stop all these...But, when I facing problem,when I close my eyes, I know who is actually good and cares. I help what i can, I hate taking advantage- which the word I never heard b4 I came to this country. 妈妈说,被别人吃总比去吃人家好.至少我们心安理得.东西失去了,就当买个教训.哪怕是贵的还是便宜的.只是个人原则的问题..因为这句话,我们活得比别人精彩.我们学到教训,没有失去什么.
昨天,我失去了天天陪在我身边的Triangel,我哭了.

没有人在意,我没有睡好.没有什么重点,就是不想失去.还好,一大早冲到学校,边哭边问老师有没见过他,老师笑了.事后,我也笑自己了.他还是回来了.Assesment is over, 我留下了释怀的眼泪.

就象这个,没有推动力,就没有办法向前进.即使自己孤君作战又怎么了?还是得走下去.
一切都过去了,我不知道这个学期在干嘛,我必须承认,这是我第一次这么不满意自己的作品.
四点了.我还有四个小时睡觉的时间.如果我能看得清楚这个世界...

3 comments:

e_sUn on November 19, 2008 at 8:45 PM said...

u really hv to tk care ur eye ah~i say this to u ,but i still wearing the lenc!!haiz
n ur design nice leh.....really like a pro designer design~
support u all the way~
n love u~

n when u back?
my holiday at 4 dec leh~

zWeN13 on November 20, 2008 at 7:17 PM said...

yeah yeah~!laopo i m leaving tomorrow!!morning 9am go back!!wait for me ya! i m gonna go to kl with ah boy to find you!! haha!... shh... i really no confident with my design, i dont like it you know...i dono what m i doing.haha!ok then c you soon!!love you!!

.+. Feliciel.Haruciel.+. on November 22, 2008 at 10:19 PM said...

Zwen, jia you and take care k! gonna miss you!

 

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