Friday, June 25, 2010

Rainny days

Posted by zWeN13 at 8:24 AM 0 comments
一整天的情绪不是很好。我承认我最近的“优柔寡断”问题很严重,但是我不至于做不出决定。至于常常到最后我还是做错了决定,我还是这样开心的活着。

种种的语气,问题,情绪,像是会把我带到曾经经历过的一些不开心回忆。我变了,你懂吗?我说了,你听懂吗?每个人最终最爱的还是自己,我在很久以前学会了这个道理。到底是谁还不肯醒来?

上班时间。今天这里下了场大雨。我穿了球鞋,提着雨伞背包出门。因为雨太大,我走路很小心,但是没想到还是白痴的滑了一跤,然后雨伞飞掉,书包掉了,脚弯曲,屁股坐在地上,全身湿透又不性感。就这样形成了这个画面。今天素颜,戴了副黑框眼镜,希望没有人看到我。你一定不知道,那一刻的我,有多想学会周星驰的那一招“你看不到我,你看不到我...."

不知道是不是自己一个人生活,会变得坚强。虽然脚有些扭到和擦伤,我却一点也不觉得痛。
你知道吗,原来偶尔打电话找老朋友聊天,是最快乐的事,可以讲很废的话,笑到牙齿爆炸,讲到以为时间不会走动。这样的举动,往往会在电话单来的时候,感觉心脏有被狠狠地捅一刀。还是SKYPE 最好,妹妹你说是乜?但是,请不要先把我的丑态照片公布天下,等我成名了再发表照片,应该值钱很多。娃哈哈!!!

古乃

Monday, June 21, 2010

寻找自己

Posted by zWeN13 at 6:57 PM 0 comments
Forgot to uploud this cutie pic!!
Like in the Snow World!ahah!!



好像回到一个人,自己煮面吃,自己煮薏米水喝。对你们那无尽透明的思念,相信我有把讯息传达的很具体。 哈哈!最近在追看据说是最新的港剧-谈情说案。

我是说真的,在回家的火车里,我真的想过不然直接去Jb 搭车回家算了。可是我的理智一次又一次的告诉我,那是不可能的事,下次吧!怕没机会吗? 是的,我怕。

由于我是“康熙来了”的忠实支持者,当然一定要买这本书支持我喜爱的主持人的啊!
只是,我觉得有点贵,因为我只用了一天的时间完成这本书的内容。。。但确实让我学会了不少的说话之道,请大家支持!

meimei, miss u!! cant wait to sit ur pupu car!!

My breakfast! - must have Coffee!!


July July July July July!!!
对一个朋友失望,我很不想有这样的感觉,但是朋友对我做的事,连我自己都没办法相信,连我都没有办法原谅我自己。 当你后来才知道,你的名字在你不知情的情况之下,被利用来做坏事。不让我知道还好,但是让我知道了,却又无法拆穿你。我知道我的名字不止一次,被多个朋友借用来过桥,当然也曾经莫名被误会被骂(其实我都不懂他在讲什么,明明我是和你同时知道骗你的那个人做了什么)。其实我真的很伤心。我很少说伤心这个字,但是这回我真的很难过,很伤心。

不要逼我,我明白好人不是这样当,这样帮的。

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

The OutStation

Posted by zWeN13 at 8:51 PM 0 comments

China - Guang Zhou Zhong Shan (birth place of Mr. Sun Zhong Shan)

We traveled to ZhongShan for business purpose. Woke up at 430am in the morning on Monday. A cab was waiting downstairs,drive me to the Changi Airport. I was the first who reach the airport in our group.

It took 3.5 hours to reach HongKong Airport before we board the ferry to ZhongShan.

Sticked with Lina for the whole week. ZhongShan business hotel. The people there speaks Cantonese. And my Canto improved like an airplane just within one week .(I think)
We love the KFC Grass Jelly Milk Tea!!
(I just found it interesting to speak the chicken nugget in Canto,wahaha!)

The Fifa 2010 is just HOT everywhere!!We were watching the live grand opening of Fifa at McD!

aHa! FouNd this funny fish at the restaurant!
blu blu blu blu....

oh my god Is ThE Ocean World!!

My first time 3D Manicure! (by others)pretty pretty!~


Our hotel Room~ Say Hello to everyone LEENA!!

Bought my 2nd Adidas shoes before traveling~! Gold Gold Bling Bling~!

Just-wake-up face (^.<)p

This is interesting~!When I heard someone said" 我要去负一"。
Har?! Oh...!
In the lift~!

It's so artistic ok Mei Mei!!

My favourite writer - Zhang Xiao Xian. I got this book there @ RM 5. hahaz!


妓
先不说为什么, 在这躺出差中我“有幸”遇上年龄介于十七到二十几的女人。
她们的职业是-- 妓

第一次这么近距离和这样的女人说话。这种身为女人的我们最最讨厌的一种人。
为什么他们就可以任由陌生男人触摸而完全不当一回事?他们的父母知不知道他们在做什么?
他们是不是环境所逼?还是纯粹为了从不同男人身上得到什么利益?这些,都是我好想亲口问他们的问题。但,我没有。毕竟,对于这样的工作性质,我还是感到无奈。

我看见的,依然是一个浓妆抹艳身材很好的年轻少女,拖着一个比她矮一个头,肥到不行,头发快掉光的死老头。 看见她那经过训练的自然笑容,我真的没有办法相信我的眼睛。

有这么一个来自新疆的女子,她非常漂亮,脾气有些古怪。听说新疆人曾经历过无数的黑暗日子,所以为了自保,他们每人身上都会带着一把匕首,而她也不例外。 我感叹为什么以她的模特容貌身材,在这个地方只能靠这样的方式谋生。我也发现在他的手脉搏部位,有三条以上的疤痕,我断定她曾想过自杀,而且不止一次。而她对“客人”的态度是非常不客气的,就是一副酷酷的脸。让我觉得人的命运,好像就是天注定的。

她遇见我们,好像是她一辈子最幸福的事那样。他的笑容变真了。她觉得我们是好人。突然,她脱下她手中的手环递给我,用不是很标准的华语说“这个给你!” 我很惊讶,因为我从头到尾除了给过她一个微笑之外,什么都没有。“这个是我从新疆给带过来得,这里买不到的,送给你。”后来才发现,原来她一直把家人的照片都带在身上,给我看的时候她介绍个不停,很开心。

这躺工作,确实让我体会到不一样的生活。 见识到庞大制衣厂(而且车衣的男人多过女人),
买东西讨价还价时被当笨蛋(她给我开价天文数字-90块),我反而笑回她“小姐你很好笑,虽然我不是本地人,但是你给我的价钱太好笑了,你把我当白痴,可是我不是,拜拜!”
“哎哟好嘛,二十!”
你看,90-20。 差的有点远哦?哈哈!

虽然出差吃的用的住的都是好的,还体验当“太太”的生活作指甲彩绘(我拒绝脚底按摩),但家还是最温暖的地方。

Next station: Hong Kong

Sunday, June 13, 2010

BELIEVE YOUR EYES!!!!!!

Posted by zWeN13 at 7:00 PM 0 comments

I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE JOLIN AND JAY CHOU!!!!!!!

Monday, May 31, 2010

Confusing

Posted by zWeN13 at 11:08 PM 0 comments
22 years old lady. She wrote a word "Independent" on her face. Is she?

一个人旅行的勇气,不在我这里。说有多难,终于机会来了。
下星期,一个星期的时间出差-中国。
对于这个国家的印象停留在13年前,如今,想都没想过,我们家的这位恋家小姐居然要随公司出国公干。倒数四天,情绪还算稳定。花了一些钱准备到那边解决联系家人的问题。还有很重要的护身符。虽然我不是去打仗,但还是会怕。我真不了解自己,明明梦想的工作生活就摆在眼前,我却却步了。今早,想着想着种种可能发生的事情,连火车过站了都不知道,结果迟到。

GSS (Great Singapore Sales) has started their business. I don't have the patient to shop around.

上星期爸妈来这里小住了两天,我们去了几个地方,过了好充实的几天。-- Marina Bay Sand, Singapore Turf Club, Hush Puppies warehouse sales. Haha! 买了大约300条内裤,袜子等等。没办法,我们女人的人生,总是在sales 这个字里绽放光彩。

妹妹,乐乐,凯凯,恬恬,婷婷以及所有的老朋友,我又开始想念你们了。

Sunday, May 16, 2010

JaN-mAy

Posted by zWeN13 at 6:52 AM 0 comments
I am crazy for a HK drama recently - The Gem of Life.
I was laying on the bed before I fall asleep, I do appreciate everything that has given by the god, maybe. Is it a faith? I was talking to Lina - My ex-classmate who bring me here. " If we never met in ICA that day, I wouldn't be here" " If I never see you there, I don't know that you are working at such a crazy place" . Thanks Lina, again and again.

I am just the lucky one, didnt even go to look for second job, but a dream job came to me. Best thing comes when not expected, see. It does.

There is nothing special happened to me recently. Yesterday, we went out to buy some sample for designing, I met Shahira and Ai nee in different working place. I was very very happy and keep hugging S and talking non-stop there. Go back to two days before, my mum suddenly asked me- Do you hanging out with your frens? Opps, it's been so long I have never met anyone else. Forgotten the happiness being single? Not yet. haha! Well, gonna meet up soon FRIENDS!

Here we goes! Some surprise and memory from Jan-May. Thank you everyone!












Tuesday, May 11, 2010

You and Me

Posted by zWeN13 at 10:31 PM 0 comments
Something good to share.
A voice that melt your heart, a girl with sweet smiling, perfect music and vocal combination for Year 2010.
Everything seems so "right" from this girl- Her name is Olivia Ong.

I was listening to her english album, she brought me to Paris, Italy, and Germany.
Don't understand me? Check it out. You gonna love it.

 

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