2009-The End

终于我还是回来了.回来我的家渡过2009的最后一天.好象没有很深的意义,没有很大的情绪波动.我一个人在家里渡过这样的一天.

他的外婆离开了.看见不断压抑自己情绪的他,我心痛了起来.那一刻,可以感觉到生命的脆弱,人生的短暂.亲爱的,你会很坚强的,对吗?

我回来探望了我的外婆.她很老了,没有办法再像以前那样走动了.我的眼泪在眼眶里打转,不准它落下,跟外婆说"你要赶快好起来,我再带你去喝kopi吃roti,ok?"她说,好.很开心这个老糊涂的外婆终于记得起我叫什么名字了.

"芷玟打电话给我讲要来看我,我没有想到你真的回来看我了.我很想念你们这些孙.阿嬷真的很想念你们."阿嬷,你难道不知道这些肉麻的话很感人的吗,我还是强忍着泪水对她说笑.她没有像以往一样说他的当年史,这次重复的最多的一句话是:阿嬷很想念你们.说着说着,她又睡着了.探病时间过了,我们也离开了.

去年今天,我和朋友们在学校参加营火会,去海边喝香槟.虽然和此时此刻形成很大的对比,但我很庆幸,我还是我,还能坐在这里和大家分享我的故事.

我想,我们都应该及时珍惜身边的人,朋友,亲人,所有所爱的人. 有的人,就是会随着时间的变化而逐渐离我们远去, 有的感情,会随着时间的流失而逐渐转淡.2009年的最后一天,我依然很爱你们.以后也会一样.这些满满的爱,堆在心里没有人知道,只有你听到了,看到了,才会感受的到. (有想吐的人请站到一边,今天老娘很有想法和感觉,哈哈!)

翻阅像簿中,我发现了2009年拍得最幸福的一张相片.
They are my mummy and dad!!This is what we called Happiness isn't? ^^

@ New York

要走去纽约的路很长,很艰辛.但是我想我可以做到.

Happy New Year 2010!!

家后

我衷心地觉得江蕙的这首“家后”，是首非常动人心弦的歌曲。
最近我们的外婆都进了医院。

今天我冒雨替公司买布时，和老板聊了起来，他突然说道：人的生命是很脆弱的，对吗？突然间我觉得人生很短，每个人只有一辈子的时间，那是件多么短暂的事。在你一生中，说给你活个八十岁吧，年幼无知的童年就占了十年，长大了谈谈pubbylove 又过了个十年。二十出头是该拼命赚钱的时候吧？三十岁想安定下来了。四五十岁能够跟老友们畅谈自己的成功史。六七十岁和老伴一起打太极拳，好命的抱抱孙子。再好命的可以活到一百岁看见自己的曾曾孙子吧。然后跟这个世界说拜拜。

再坏的人都需要一个家，一个完整的家。
以前我只要看到在拾铁罐子或纸皮箱的老人都会热泪盈眶。然后问自己很多个为什么。这些人的家人到底在哪里？甚至问自己，离乡背井来这个不属于我的城市工作的意义又是什么？两个加起来超过一百岁的爸妈把自己的孩子养得那么大，然后看着他们离开自己，孤独的对着家里的几面墙过生活。以后我当了人家的妈妈，应该会很霸道，不准孩子那么早就离开自己吧？！哈哈。所以我几时都觉得父母总是最伟大的。

父母的白发可以看见了，外婆更老了。我的心总是酸酸的。今年的圣诞，我并没有在疯狂人群中度过，甚至有点讨厌多人的地方。在繁忙的都市里工作，我一点都不enjoy什么佳节一大堆人一起庆祝的活动，是我老了吗？说我想安定下来了吗？又好像还不是时候。只是有点讨厌大家为何不在家里看电视跑出来阻缓我走路的速度干吗...每一年的今天，我总是有不一样的感受。我依然珍惜，这一些还在我身旁的人。

家，我要回来了。我得去看看外婆，不知道她还记得我的名字吗？
等她好起来我要再和外婆去喝咖啡吃面包！
大家，健康就好，平安就好，开心就好。
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

Santa Claus is coM'in tO town

Hello!! I'm back to clear the dust in my blog! ^.<
Yup, Santa Claus is comin to town,but then we can always see, a lot of people like to take picture with a tree at the street... X'mas tree.Haha! Well, I admit that I did, and when I go through my photo album, I realize that all the x'mas tree have the same look and I cant remember which year is it..haha!

There's YES(Year end sales) all oever the island!
I found this (brand tag) when I was trying my dress at home.So they think they are very funny izzit?hahaha!! It's damn cool.

Suntec City@ City Hall station

We went to the centre of the fountain. People believe that your wish will come true after you walk 3 times circles at the fountain. 因为它的名字叫做“财富之泉”，我想我也只能许跟钱有关的愿望。可是...我买了多多，又米有开...骗人的.Chey~!haha..但是，泉水是蛮凉快的，不防试试try一下自己的luck.hehe!

Chiew ling, Yin Chew and me @ Orchard.

Haha!!Who were there last X'mas?!and the future X'mas? ^.<

最近在工作上不是很顺利，但是我相信这一切总是人生必经的考验。我想我还真的需要那本“工作场上的攻防策略”。所以出来工作呀，心里建设是非常重要的。有时我还真的不介意被人冤枉，因为“小不忍则乱大谋”，从一次次的错误中学习，面对挑战，我会越战越勇的！（讲到很厉害降）

那天去看了“风云”。你问我在这部电影里看到了什么，我只能说，很多风（每个镜头只要有人就一定有很大风不停的吹着他们的头发好像很帅降）。 然后结尾小郭死了都没有来个大特写，好像很美价值降...哈哈！好啦，我不是白痴，我相信十年后会有第三部的出现。 。 。《老风云》

Once bitten,Twice shy

不经一事，不长一智。这句话说得一点都没有错。
不管你对还是错，只要你承认自己有错，对方的心情就会很奇怪的平复了一半。
这就是人生，一个有工作的人生。

我不是一个会拍马屁的人。长辈常常教我说话要甜一点。我说：如果你面对着一个大顾客，但是他的孩子超级肮脏超不可爱，你也要说他很可爱？！
“是的，这就是你出来社会工作要学的东西之一。”
但是我还是有自己的原则。不可爱的东西我不再说他丑，沉默是金。
我绝对不会像有的人，为了达到业绩而睁大眼睛对一个世纪大肥婆说“你的身材好好噢！我要都没有啊！”

原来问心无愧这句话说得一点都没有错。因为我没有错，所以你在怎么骂我，我都无动于衷。本来应该是会哭的稀里哗啦的，但是好像又不干我事，为何要怕你？但是当然，有错就要认，然后再从中学习咯。于是我觉得，做工就像上战场一样，重要的是手上一定要有一本战国策，就可以万事俱备，准备迎战！

我的好朋友受伤了。我很努力的为她的伤口涂药愈合，因为我仿佛看见了以前的自己。因为经历过，更能懂得她的心情。没有失去又怎么会拥有。有时候，会不会放手其实才是真正的拥有。人生不如意的事情十之八九，有什么好感叹的呢？笑一个吧，我们人总是为自己而活着的，Cheer up ok?

加油！！

Random

I am surprised that I dont even have a picture took together with my hubby on the day 12/11. But we do, we had a great time that day.
The following week, we had our dinner at cinileisure then went for pooling. He was surprised that I can play like,haha!not bad la... Phe Phew~! ^.< At least manage to put the balls in the hole la...Wahaha!I remember that last time, we dont even have a topic to chat in the train on the way to home (an hour). But then now, we can chat until late night. So many years later we still can have our "热恋期", not bad hor? haha!And I do appreciate when there's someone waiting for me to knock off from my work. Thank you my dear.

When I have very big pressure in work.


A very simple and great breakfast for me from the special one.


We meet up for dinner and drinks until 1130pm!
Ribena and me~
(My last picture with long hair,Please appreciate)


My favourite Pau in Singapore.
"Black Sesame Pau from Ding Tai Feng"
Please give it a try and you'll love it like hell!

Finished--

Mummy's Birthday09

Say Cheeze!!!!!!!!!!

Celebration of my Mum's birthday @ Inbox Cafe!

Luckily I can leave Singapore.(Although just few hours)Hahaz..Mama just dont wan to admit that she is now starts with 5!hehe..If I were her, I think the best moment is to share your happiness with your family, your loved. And I think that's something which makes she here.

Wahaha!both of them add together already 100 ever liao...

Best Kiss in the town!!YooHoo!!

Short hair look. Tell me beli nice please!!wahaha!

Zwen And Mama In the Mirror!(I have the red shoes on my t-shirt!haha!)

Mama will kill me when she see this..

(FOr Singaporean fren please accept my lian bang qiang.Or maybe you're used to it already..wahaha!!)

Happy Birthday To LeeBYong!!I love YOU!!

2012-The end of the world

Attention Please!!
21-12-2012 : The end of the world

Please get urself and people all around you to the cinema with a movie ticket called "2012"!!!
What a perfect movie for my life in 2009!!!(I think it might be more exiting watching a Digital version)
Those who not satisfied or agree with what am I saying (how good is the movie), I am willing to pay for the tickets!!!

The movie was basically talk about the end of the world. We don't know, if that's really happen to us, what will we do?The old man called his son who he had been never seen for ages, but too late and they were both dead in two different situation before they could hear each other voices. The bustard daddy safed his son with his life. Only rich people could survive in the end of the world.

I dont know how to describe the movie, it is perfect for me.
We all have the same feeling after the movie. I want to love everyone beside me as I could still breathing. If what they said (the end of the world is in 2012 which is just 3 years later) is real, I probably will just spend all my money on the things that I like, food,donation, present for the one I love and everything!I dont need to keep so much money already what. haha!
But seriously, take life easily, enjoy it, beat it!
No more stress, use your finger and make a "V" and say "Peace" with me! ^.<

And I do love myself more than everything now. If you really dont know how to appreciate me, fine. 不懂得珍惜我的人，永远是你的损失！因为，我是最好的，你知道吗？哈哈！
But I still need to say, Happy anniversary for my sweet heart. I dont want to know how long would this be, I am just trying to make a better life. A life with you, my family and friends.
It's sounds funny that I dont even know this "anniversary" meant how many years. But just whatever la. haha! Oh yeah, gonna recommand YOU to a new place - Orchard Central@Somerset!
Well, it is a new shopping mall which they're still under construction, but some of the shops are opening. We had our lovely dinner at the restaurant called “阿一天下”which is under“阿一鲍鱼集团”.They are currently having promotion.
xxx炖汤+鱼扒/鸡扒/猪扒饭（can choose flavour somemore）+ 水果+xx炖燕窝
@ $ 22.90
It was a nice place,good service and great meal!

Back to the topic...
Maybe we should all hug the one we loved(just dont care if he or she loves you too) when the earth quarke hor?hahaz... Appreciate everything before you lost it, life is short, make a call and tell him/her: I love you, I really really love you...

Xinyi surprised me with her appearance in my working place! And gimme a god present which safed my life- 2 plasters. I was wearing a high heels for the day and it was just killing me. Thanks god you were there for me! THank you beli muchi!!Muakz~!! ^.< Do visit me more and more!!! Amanda totally disappeared from my life. Please drop me a message when you are still around the world Amanda Yap.

Hmm, I gonna list down something that I wanna get it done before 2012.
Weekend-waiting for saturday 6pm.
Good nite world!! muakz~!